Anyone else feel like they have to try REALLY hard to get people to love them? Or care? I feel like I have to be a little bit false and pretend I don’t have anxiety or people will leave or I have to trick people into liking me or it won’t happen

I have to work SO hard to get any kind of care what am I doing wrong? Why I am not worthy without it without creating a false version of myself? Other people can have it why can’t I

I have to try DESPERATELY to prevent my partner leaving me too I’m waiting for him to ditch me every second of every day cuz I’m definitely not good enough

I sometimes think something needs to happen to me to make people care about me

To me everything is a sign of him leaving me No text back Less kisses Distant Slightly different tone He’s obviously gonna leave me and I’ll got ballistic

Everybody leaves me on read all my friends and him Literally I’m gonna go fucking spare People leave me on read or change the subject WHY DONT I MATTER

Hey, from reading this I can tell you are in a lot of pain. Fear of abondanment is real and hurts. Im going to assume you are young. Some people leave without explaniation and it sucks but that's how it is and you either sink or swim but if they leave you for no reason or don't love you for you are they really worth sinking for?

I mean ur not an old grandma ???