Sometimes I am proud because of my grades and I am afraid this make me a narcissist

And being proud of your grades sometimes just shows that you're happy from the hardwork you're putting in your studies.

@chamomile Sorry ocd makes me believe I am all the stuff you said :( like attention seeking and boastful

@bebrave❤️ Makes me believe all of this dumb shit too but I try to ignore, after all we know who we really are. I know it's hard to distinguish sometimes but in our hearts & our souls we know what we are and we do

@chamomile Thanks ??

@bebrave❤️ Welcome friend. And happy valentine's day :)

@chamomile Happy Valentine’s Day for you too ! Enjoy your day

@bebrave❤️ Thanks but I'm really not enjoying, I'm crying with my blankets on my head. My crush is leaving the school pretty soon, I can't tell if he likes me or not :(. I want it him so bad but my OCD doubts and it hurts.

@bebrave❤️ There are no peoprr signs on the internet that tell me whether he likes me or not. The best I can do is get tips from a real person :(

@chamomile Proper**

@chamomile Oh I am sorry sweetie :( maybe you can tell him how you feel, life is too short to not try !

@bebrave❤️ The thing is I just never spoke to him a lot. I know this sounds like a pathetic favour but could you tell me if he likes me or not if I told you the signs i noticed?

@chamomile I can try of course but this does not mean I will be right ! But ok let’s do this!

@bebrave❤️ I know it wouldn't be right but I still just wish to try because there are confusing things about him that I think I can only figure out if a friend heard and told their opinion. So here goes nothing: 1. The first time him and I met in 2018, he asked me a weird question and that was "what's your birth year?". He got extremely close to my face 2. Afterwards he would always look at me wherever I was in his field of view, and even when I was in class he would just turn look towards me. 3. He would have at me sometimes and when I looked at him hed just turn away or sometimes hold eye contact 4. He would either sit near me or at least tried being near me in every possible place. 5. Now this isn't something I noticed but my mom did and she said at an event he noticed him following me a bit 6. I noticed him taking things from my hand extremely nervously. It's like he's contemplating whether he should take it. 7. I don't know why but now he's just trying to avoid every single eye contact or galacrs at me after so long (almost 1.5 years) 8. He also never speaks with me a lot , just a few words and thats it. All of this confuses me so much :(

@chamomile Holy shit this was big, damn, so many typos. In 3 one, he would have glances at me**

@chamomile It sounds like he feels something for you! A good talk would be great in order to share how you feel and how he feel, like you can ask him how he feel about moving out and then you can tell him how you feel

@bebrave❤️ My mom and friends tell me the same thing but my OCD goes crazy with what if? Another I forgot to mention was last month, I came back to school from a week of being sick and after school I noticed him standing outside my classroom, as soon as I came out he came along too. Does that mean something??

@chamomile I don’t know for sure, but don’t let ocd dictates your life, if deep down you want to try and talk to him, you should ! Maybe a beautiful love story will began for that and ocd will be less strong if you ignore it

@bebrave❤️ I understand, I'm really trying to not listen to my OCD but doesn't help when it screams do loud. I'm gonna try talking or atleast seeing him more :) thanks for the support. I feel confident

@chamomile Good luck ! ?

@bebrave❤️ Thanks again :)