Who would like to talk abt random stuff with me in this valentine's evening European time? (Im 27 yo) :)

OCD is the never ending struggle for me. Always on alert, questioning my mind, memory, and feelings. Super fun disorder.

People dont have to like you. Only you have to like you :)

how are you today?

Poland is known for good beer. I remember hearing that some where.

How has your OCD journey been? Have you started therapy? Any progress?

I have OCD since childhood. When I dont have any stressful situations happening in my life then I also dont have noticable OCD symptoms . But when my life gets stressful my OCD is hard to deal with . I had almost every type of symptom . But with age and science progress you have new things that can help you with OCD , such as relaxation exercises - mindfulness exercises , meditation , breathing exercises, Jason Stephenson channel on yt . Tying to get to know yourself better is also good. I did a cognitive behavioral therapy. It helped me to know my limits and something more about my personality. Today my ocd is different more about obsessed thoughts without compulsions, but I think it's from quitting antidepressants , i feel flat but its so much better than it was. You just need to find your way that helps you relax and fix your thoughts to dont care that much about silly stuff :)

How is your OCD journey ?

Tell me :)

How people respond to you ?

Please precise :) I'm introverted melancholic and I always behave strange with new people . Lots of people think I'm crazy but I'm just slightly eccentric . It's not bad to be different than other people .

@themusicalcow . Friends that abandon you aren't friends.

What part of Europe are you from?

I lost few " friends "for never making time for them . Now I know it's not my fault and some people just dont want to spend quality time they just wanna "kill" free time with you.

Poland , you ?

Quite warm actually :D no snow this winter .. I'm fine thank you , how are you ?

XXXXXXX I'm sure somebody likes you . Dont seek for acceptance in other people. Love yourself first . Do you have a pet ?

You think you're hideous cause of POCD ?

You think pedophiles think they are hideous ?

@XXXXXXX . It will be a bit TMI but I hope it will help . When I have weird OCD theme going on I'm trying to be a lawyer for myself . For example once I was aroused when I saw my cat licking her bum after doing a pop..... gross I know and weird.. after that ,my first thought was : am I a pet pedophile ? Am I a psycho ? What's wrong with me ? I felt like I'm 100 %anxious, 100%disgusting and 100% what the hell is wrong with me . So I tried to help myself and calm my sick thought and I questioned myself . What confirms that I think I am actually a psycho pet pedophile ? I found only this confirmation : -only pet pedophiles get aroused from seeing things like that... - just this thought confirms the thought that I am a psycho. So my other step is :How do I undermine this thought ... ? Quite challenging I know (just find what caused the thought). - was it really because that my cat turns me on and I'm attracted to animals ? - have I ever been watching animal porn to have a climax? -what if it was just because of my pants were too thight ? -what if it's just a stupid thought without sense and I'm getting stupid thoughts from having too much imagination? Haha seems like now anxiety goes down right ? Whats next ? Find the alternative thought ! - I have never been molesting a cat before and I dont really wanna do it so it's just OCD - it's been a long time since I had intercourse so probably I connected licking image of my car to having an intercourse with a human in a very fast way . And . After thinking about this. Anxiety is on level 0%

The musical cow . Yes it's good. But bimber is better . :D

Xxxxx and dont seek for acceptance in others . The ones who truly wants you in their life will show you support and they will love you and help you . Even when you dont see a friend by your side now I believe there is always someone who will appear in the right time to help you . And be your best friend and get to know your limits . When someone doesnt like you it doesnt mean it's your fault it can mean he's stupid or you just like different things and have different priorities

Yes . Something like that . Old people from villages do bimber in poland .:D it's like 60 percent alcohol

The musical cow ? Where exactly from USA are you ?

Fuciheadfuckface sounds like a good plan. :D my plan for today is watching "sex education " on netflix and taking cute pictures of my cat

Do you know Hank Moody ? ( jk) and ?

Yes!!!!

House is good as well . :D I watched almost everything I can reccomend from any kinds of shows

I like science fiction but never watched star trek :D im more like science fiction movie fan