blackstar
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blackstarblackstar
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Try to create a meaning to your existence in these situations. I’m constantly trying to justify existence since I deal with such crippling OCD like we all do. But we’re bigger than OCD and we can create meaning that will overcome any intrusive thought. As I say that I feel despair but I know it to be true because I’ve experienced it before.
bp224 bp224
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Fear of schizo
AnonymousAnonymous
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A lot of things. I have HOCD and I suddenly got a new obsession because I can't remember why I got HOCD and now my brain say I'm faking my HOCD because I'm actually gay and just using it as an excuse and I'm in denial. It physically paining me :(. I don't like the same sex but I feel like I'm repressing it. Being gay doesn't feel natural and I never felt any romantic attraction to girls but my false memories say otherwise :(
AnonymousAnonymous
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The reason I can't remember is because my head is like an overfilled trashcan right now and I'm filled with intrusive thoughts and obsessions so much I don't know what's real and what's fake anymore. :(
blackstarblackstar
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I can’t completely emphasize with you on this since I don’t suffer HOCD, but I feel your pain when it comes to constant intrusive thoughts. I’m sorry you’re feeling this way but know, in the OCD community here, you’re not alone.
AnonymousAnonymous
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It fine, Ive been getting a lot of support from the other members but it's just that..my mind makes new obsessions everyday and I can't stop thinking of them, like what if it really is true? I feel restless and unpeaceful :(
blackstarblackstar
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I want to learn more on this particular kind of OCD. I’m sorry I don’t have much to offer. I’m not sure if it’s the right thing to say, but know if it is true you could live a totally happy and great life as a gay person. Once you get through, whenever that may be, and discover it’s not just think about the emancipation you will feel knowing the truth.
AnonymousAnonymous
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No, whenever I see myself with another female in the future, my whole body feels weird, I feel like crying and overall I just see a dark void of unhappiness and emptiness. It never felt right to me :(. I know what you're trying to say but that isn't how it works with this subset unfortunately
JBird88JBird88
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I just started taking Ritalin and I’m deathly afraid of medication. I had a traumatic experience with a medication that triggered my ocd. Ever since then I struggle with existence ocd and suicidal ocd. I always overthink about whether or not I like being alive it’s like pure hell. But I take it one day at a time I guess. Even though I’m extremely tired
AnonymousAnonymous
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Same, I have suicidal intrusive thoughts and I'm afraid I'll do something to myself :(
ruminating_redheadruminating_r...
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What med triggered your ocd??
blackstarblackstar
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Like I said, I’m for sure going to learn more about it, but I sincerely hope you get some relief from the thoughts you’re experiencing.
tmavitiatmavitia
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A lot of things. I have a lot of anxiety, and getting a lot of obsessive thoughts. But the tips that i see here, it decreases a lot. When my mind tell me dont do that! Because *a stupid reason comes* I do it. Even its a lot of anxiety.
fruflamuresafruflamuresa
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Im scared of ending up in jail, i deal with not remembering what i did for sure and i keep doing mental checks or ask for reassurance from other ppl. I also have other ocd themes but the jail one is the main right now.
ruminating_redheadruminating_r...
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HOCD/relationship ocd.
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