I just found out that some of my most trusted friends that I genuinely loved as friends are all fake and laughed behind my back.

Ya I've given her space, I spoke to one of her best friends (the guy I mentioned earlier) and he said that she is going through something and is arguing with everyone and even they aren't talking right now. He confirmed that she never laughed at me behind my back and also said that I should give her space. Her best friend is a close friend of mine and I am hoping to talk to him tomorrow and I bet he'll also suggest that. I was unaware that she was going through something and I feel like me accusing her of laughing at me behind my back is the equivalent of kicking her while she's down and I don't think she'll forgive me for it.

Aw I'm sure she would love to hear that one day!

I really hope so, but two things, firstly she ha this disappointed in her eyes when she is mad so I've been avoiding her so that I wouldn't see her look at me like that and secondly, when she said "thank you" for offending her so that she has a reason not to talk to me I was and still am really hurt by that statement because she knew that would it all my insecurities at once.

@blondehairyKrishna Hey, I just posted a new post about this situation, I'd like it if you could please check it out it's I need some more advice

Not yet! Don’t borrow trouble. Wait until you know for sure. Plus (not to excuse it if they did laugh at you behind your back) but every friend makes mistakes. Maybe they’ll apologize & y’all can move on. :)

@Tori B :) I hope so, one of them just answered they got all offended, said it didn't happen and that they don't want to talk to me anymore

@Itz Just give it time. They might need their space. But if y’all have been friends a long time, I bet they come around again. :)

@Tori B :) Just several months

@Tori B :) I don't know if they'll come around

@Itz Give them a chance!

@blondehairyKrishna I am, I am. From what I heard, two of my best friends were laughing at me behind my back because I'm mentally ill and a third friend told them off. The first one got offended as I said in a previous comment. The second one I spoke to less accusingly and said that she had no idea what I was talking about, she was also a bit offended but understood where I was and forgave me. I want to ask the middle man who told them off but I don't know if I should text him or see him tomorrow and I don't know if he'll say the truth because he is very close friends with the first one

@Itz Don't take any shtick! Hope they apologise.

@blondehairyKrishna After investigating further there is a chance that the person who told me was mistaken the story happened so long ago that she at first got mixed up with stuff and now says that she thought she heard my name and both girls were laughing. I confronted both of them before knowing everything the first one, S, I spoke to her very accusingly and she said "y'know what thank you (because I drive her crazy), don't text me anymore, talk to me or even say good morning" because I entrusted her with a lot of my shit and she never backed down even when it was too much for her. The second one, J, I spoke to nicer, she got offended but understood and we're still friends. I love S she is one of my best friends but my OCD drives her up the wall and now I feel like I genuinely lost her friendship which is something that I feared due to my OCD.