JLA
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ocdillustratedocdillustrated
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I hear your confusion. What if you don't need to have thoughts about your thoughts?
JamarcelineJamarceline
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Almost the same thoughts. Plus thoughts about killing my cat .. :( its horrible
JLAJLA
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Yeah I also have thoughts about killing animals, mostly my cats :(
JamarcelineJamarceline
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Does it fell like your ocd wants you to kill them and you're like "what's wrong with me !?"
JLAJLA
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Yes, same thing with my sexual intrusive thoughts. I have trouble trying to tell myself that I'm not going to do the things that pop up inside my head.
JLAJLA
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@JLA That they're just thoughts
JamarcelineJamarceline
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That's so terrible. I dont know how to cope with it . I started to believe I'm developing schizofrenia :(
JLAJLA
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Same :( I'm having a really hard time, especially with my sleep. I keep waking up after 4 hours of sleeping, and I can't really fall back asleep. Do you experience something like that?
JamarcelineJamarceline
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I know how you feel . Let's be strong together.
JamarcelineJamarceline
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A bit different . I wakeup earlier than usually and having difficulty falling a sleep .
JLAJLA
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That's usually how it goes for me. I wake up earlier than I'm supposed to, and it's been happening all this week
JamarcelineJamarceline
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Falling asleep again*
JamarcelineJamarceline
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You're feeling worse this week tha n usually?
JLAJLA
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Yes i am
JamarcelineJamarceline
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Maybe you can connect it with some change that happened in your life recently?
JLAJLA
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Well i did start a job this past week, but the thoughts have been with me for the whole month of February
JamarcelineJamarceline
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Maybe you were planning to change a job since frbruary ?
JLAJLA
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Do you ever feel like you're about to do one of your intrusive thoughts?
JamarcelineJamarceline
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Yes . :(..... and you ?
JLAJLA
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Yeah my OCD is really bad right now. I'm at work, but as I was getting ready, I started feeling like I was going to do something to one of my cats :(
JamarcelineJamarceline
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Its awful. :( how do you feel at work ?
JLAJLA
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I experience some of my symptoms at work too, it was hard to concentrate today, which was really frustrating for me :(
JamarcelineJamarceline
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How old are you ? I'm 27. Today I took first day off since 2 years and first time I had nice dreams about nice things . ? maybe routine makes ocd worse . How about your routine ?
JLAJLA
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I'm 20. And I think for me, routine can be helpful, but my routine consists of school and work, so maybe it's the stress getting to me, though I don't feel all that stressed about my job or school, it's really confusing :(
JamarcelineJamarceline
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I thought that too. But waking up completely relaxed today reminded me how I felt before university ( now I'm studying and working as well like you ) . Before that I had more time for my hobbies , for time alone and for relaxation . I think my life was better back then ;(
JamarcelineJamarceline
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What thoughts do you have about your pets ? I have thoughts about my cat rn and its scary
JLAJLA
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My thoughts consist of doing sexual things with my cats, forcing them to do certain things to me, and same thing with my dog. Sorry if this is TMI. It usually triggers when I'm in bed trying to sleep, or when I'm alone with my thoughts. What about you?
ndhlpplsndhlppls
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@JLA i’m sorry you have to go through this :(
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