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That’s what I had to do. It’s okay. School will always be there your health comes first and this shit is hard to deal with. No one will judge you for taking care of uourself
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I took a year break from university because it was WAY too much change for me at once. I lived completely on my own for the first time, I wasn’t close to home, my parents got divorced, I couldn’t make friends because I was too nervous. I ended up going through a major depressive episode that lasted two semesters. I failed almost every class the second one. BUT after taking a break, joining a new family, finding a place where I’m loved and taken care of- I’m trying to go back to school this spring, with a new game plan. I’m very excited!
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Take a mental braeak
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I’ve had to take two medical withdrawals...once primarily due to my grief (but OCD and depression played a part) and the second time for the same reasons, but to a lesser degree. When my mom died, my OCD went haywire among other things. I realized after some therapy (not for OCD) that she used to reassure me a lot when I was having bad perfectionistic writing anxiety. Now that she is gone, doing school assignments sometimes feels impossible. Amazingly I managed to get my Bachelor’s. The two withdrawals were for the second degree I tried to pursue after my mom died.
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Sometimes for me, school is the only thing that takes my mind off of intrusive thoughts. Not all of the time, though. It really is a struggle
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I think it’s all a matter of figuring out an environment that you will flourish in.
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Do you have perfectionism OCD? I do and I ended up taking a semester off of school to get ERP. Depending on your situation, it might be a good option for you. It might also be possible for you to get accommodations for your OCD through disability services if you decide you want to disclose your OCD to your school.
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OCD freaks out over the tiny things. It sucks. I am still in disbelief that my teachers and family didn’t notice there was something wrong with me. I didn’t realize my extreme perfectionism was OCD-related until a couple of years ago.
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When my OCD was really bad I couldn’t concentrate on lessons at all so I get it
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Like drop out for a little bit?
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@SunflowerGirl I have perfectionism OCD, particularly when it comes to school assignments. It’s worse with my mom gone. The struggle is very real.
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Flamewheel it is the WORST with school assignments for me too. All through high school I was developing intrusive thoughts like: my teacher will kill me or yell at me and tell me I’m stupid if I make a mistake on this paper. Now I know these thoughts are OCD and I don’t have them as much but I am still struggling HARD with the habits of compulsively checking and avoiding.
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I had avoided a lot with school specifically, but I did do it in other areas of life as well. School for some reason has been the biggest trigger that sends me into avoidance and it has been for the longest time. Does anybody relate? If so, what did you do to help besides therapy? In high school I used to sit in the bathroom stalls for hours so I could avoid going to classes. I was struggling to keep up because my OCD makes me perfect my school work so much so to the point where I’d never turn it in because I’d never be satisfied with what I’d produce. I’d get so incredibly frustrated with myself and the fact that I could never meet my own standards, never mind the rubrics given. I took ages analyzing all my writing, all my answers, all my google slides and I burnt myself out. So I stopped trying. I stopped turning in work because I’d never be satisfied. I’d cry because I felt I wasn’t good enough. Then I’d be missing assignments, getting them done but not submitting them because I was too ashamed. So, I avoided classes because I’d be in trouble or be called out for not getting anything done. Unfortunately this habit bled into my first year of college last year, and OCD coupled up with depression, made going to the dining hall and attending classes even worse. So I avoided it all together. It’s so hard being a freshman in college, so so hard. I unfortunately failed out of that school but I tried to medically withdraw either semester. No, I wasn’t partying, or drinking or smoking or hanging with the wrong people. I was a college freshman struggling with ocd and depression. I’m trying to not make excuses for myself either because I’m well aware this is my fault and I’m trying to reverse it now at community college. Right now I’m trying to get those Fs turned into Ws from my old school so I can fix my gpa. I want to transfer, I want to be a forensic psychologist, I want to be independent, I want to be ok. It’s gonna take me so long to transfer from community college but that’s on me. I’m willing to put in the work. I’m so embarassed, please help me.
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Nearly a week since I stopped in the middle of a compulsion and I still feel stressed and tempted to finish it. My throat, ears, head, chest, legs,arms, my body has been hurting since then. And if I finish it will it stop? But what's stopping me is.. I've been trying to trust God to handle it. Idk what to do rn, Ive been trying to set up a schedule for this week but it ended up not working out so I will try again next week, and School work I'm years behind (I'm in yr 10), I don't rlly have any friends either to help me. But anyways I try not to think about school that much since I have alot more to think about. And I don't even have any talent or anything I want to be I just want to be a good person but I'm horrible I just need to do focus on stuff Like getting closer to God. looking after myself. The OCD thoughts which. I can't do any of these tho because the OCD makes me so stressed I just want to hit the OCD in the face but I can't obviously so I do it to myself, And they make me want to do more to myself but I don't because ✝️ And I don't want to. Anyways I can't even do the basic things to look after yourself, and The OCD thoughts keep saying about death all the time, and illness. I don't like hearing it in my head all the time I can't do anything properly. And Those thoughts are active when I try read the Bible. Even when I used an audio bible. And a app where u read 1 verse at a time it's still hard. But basically what do I do My throat keeps feeling weird like burning without the feeling hot ughhshsheh I don't want to go back into that life when I was 12-13 where I was worrying about my health and checking with doctor all the time
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Having ocd is so incredibly exhausting and depressing- my mom and dad argued with me for over an hour talking about how im a pain to be around, go in too many loops, and ruin everything and everyones mood… this conversation started with me saying im stressed out because of school and that i dont want to go because im exhausted- and idk if this is like ocd directly but it takes me like 2 hours to get ready in the morning because i need to look PERFECT and the same everyday literally 😭 and that process feels so exhausting every morning at 6am but i will NOT go to school without going through with it- i will literally be crying and shaking and wanting to go home the minute i get to school if even a single strand of my hair is not perfectly straightened or any blemishes or flaws are showing- and i cant even walk to school or anything bc im scared the humidity will mess with my hair and everything- and it just really affects my life? And yeah its freaking exhausting. And i have two more years of highschool and I dont know if im going to make it 😭i get super stressed over grades too because i need them to be extraordinary otherwise its a fail. Nothing below 95%. And thats also tiring! 😁 and my mom told me today “medication IS NOTTTT AND OPTION!!!” Like oh okay so im just cooked 😭 and therapy isnt really helping me at all- i feel like what im being told is so basic and generic and it doesn’t help me when im in a huge ocd episode- which is often… and what i hate most is like my mom says “don’t come to me with your problems after 6pm…” im sorry i cant schedule my feelings 😭 im so tired
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