My guilt over my pocd thoughts has been progressing and it is because of that same reason I'm scared to fall back into feeling guilty again and not having control over it. I'm like what if one day the guilt becomes so bad that I end up having self destructive behavior because I deserve the worst??? ?

I know exactly how you feel, and really the only thing that keeps me going at those times is the thought that God knows my heart. I try not to repeat it a lot so it doesn't become a sort of compulsive reassurance, but when it gets really bad, that's what I need to hear. God knows us and our hearts and knows we don't want these thoughts, He knows we agonize over them, and He won't judge us for them.

The guilt for these thoughts are very hard, even when I’m feeling low anxiety for them I feel guilty about them and I feel guilty for not feeling the anxiety too. OCD is crazy sometimes! It’s false guilt though, and these thoughts are ego dystonic and God knows that. Try to disregard the feeling, saying to OCD that you know what it’s trying to do and you’re not gonna play it’s game. Don’t avoid, but also do not pay attention. Stay strong, girl! ?

@T I always love hearing advice involving God's word regarding my ocd too! I'm glad we are all on the same page here spiritually I'm so grateful ❤

@0823 that right there was just beautiful! ? You just described the exact definition of how I feel and one of the best advices ever.

@LaPink buddy! Thanks so much for the word. Hearing God speak to me through each and everyone of you is such a blessing to me and I'm so thankful. May He bless all of you! ?