Religious OCD How do I know If I am saved?

I don't imagine that there's any reliable way to know. Things getting all crazy in the world does tend to aggravate worries like this, doesn't it? That's very understandable. My best advice would be not to worry and stress about it. If your religion values things like compassion, good deeds and gratitude, then those can be great things to focus on and use as a moral guide. I know that there's nothing which would convince you that even obsessively doing those things would guarantee you'd be saved, because nobody can know that. Try to remember that compassion, which I suspect your religion encourages, extends to self-compassion. And another element of religion is faith and trust. Even if your faith wavers sometimes, which is very normal, you can practice trust by allowing yourself to treat your OCD and live without suffering. I can't imagine that a benevolent god would penalise you for having wavering faith at the time of your death, either. So my advice would be to take those elements of trust and compassion, and the knowledge that your God wants the best for you and for your life, and give yourself permission to treat your OCD rather than existing in the suffering you are experiencing now. I know that if I was a god, that's what I would want for you- strength, compassion and acceptance.

Perhaps if you can focus on living well (but not obsessively) according to your religion, rather than worrying about the eventual outcome, that can give you some comfort and give you something else to focus on. This life is a gift and it's important not to waste it- your God would want you to be happy and at peace. Making mistakes and doing things imperfectly when trying to follow your religion is a part of being human, and you were made human. We are all flawed, and hopefully you can have some confidence that you're loved including your flaws.

This MIGHT help: What if there IS a God, who punishes everyone who believes in him through faith and insufficient evidence, and only rewards people who are skeptical? There could be plenty of reasons to think this- like that god made us unique and gave us our brains so perhaps rational thinking, being courageous and resisting social and cultural pressures to follow the local religion is a virtue. Yes we don't have any old books and scriptures about a god like this, but the god might have deliberately created all the god superstitions in order to test us. It would explain why all the religions look largely the same and appear to be social constructs. There's no way of knowing. So if you can now find yourself torn between believing in which of all the different religions, and atheism, AND believing that they're all put there to test you by the real god who wants you to resist them, then the only solution you have left is to stop trying to work it out. Literally anything could be true. It could be reincarnation until you learn a particular lesson, even, or all a simulation by a supercomputer which is living all these different lives in order to metaphysically progress in some way. There are no answers to be found. The best thing to do is probably just to live your life as a good person. I don't think any of the gods would hate on that.

This all really mess up my Head, I cant know everything or wich Christian religion is right and preaching right. I want to do The right thing, do What God want me to do and I want to be saved. I have lack If faith often and doubts as well. This os why I obsessing só much and looking for assurance and reassurance