- Date posted
- 5y
- Date posted
- 5y
Also- interestingly I don't think I actually have had false memory OCD per se leading to this stuff. I certainly did a lot of memory checking to try to remember details, but I never bit by bit conjured up a situation where I could've actually done what I thought I had, making it more and more convincing etc. Although I did do some stuff of building up evidence for why I might be "the type of person" who could've done what I falsely confessed to, and that certainly made the worry more convincing. I always had concrete stuff in my memory that I couldn't argue away. It was always more like the feelings of guilt and responsibility were so strong that I'd sometimes just think "maybe it's all true, I did it and then forgot/repressed the memory". Those moments didn't last very long and thankfully I didn't get obsessed with the idea of having repressed reality and replaced it with a different one. One of the 2 times I did false confessions, I had also just gone through/was kinda still going through a major trauma, which I know is a factor in criminology in false confessions, and was under a sudden load of pressure of accusations of having done the thing. OCD is seriously like a black-site interrogator with no boundaries!
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