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I am scared I am bi or gay and I have to leave my boyfriend because if it even though I love him and he makes me happy. It frightens me so so much and I’m tired of it
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I am drown in guilty by moral and religious ocd over games, cant even enjoy what I like anymore
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I can’t stop thinking about what happens when we die, I just want answers
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I feel trapped living with my partner who, after dating for more than two years, I'm still afraid isn't right for me. My brain latches onto his negative traits (short temper and defensiveness) and tells me I don't love him and should leave. I try to tell myself it is just OCD but then I wonder if I'm somehow gaslighting myself into staying in a relationship that isn't right for me because I'm afraid to leave. Sigh.
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I am having sexual intrusive thoughts about my family members, it makes me feel so much shame and when I came to know that there are persons who actually acted on this I just started to feel what of I am the same as them and why they did what they did , this makes feel so terrified of myself, I was so normal and happy before these thoughts. I want my life back . I want to forget about all of this and never think of it again and always see my family as my family. I want nothing more than this.
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The answer is that u don’t have to know and it’s just a thought try thinking about it without saying u need an answer
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I’m questioning whether I even ever had hocd or I’m just in denial
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I have this too
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Im feeling sad. My anxiety has been really bad for the past few days and I feel so bad towards my hubby whom i troubled so much. I'm confused at times as to am i overkilling on cleaning or am i just being suitably hygenic (mine is contamination ocd). Feeling very tired. Missed feeling happier and not having to worry over all these.
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- 23w
PLEASE do not argue over political stances in this post that is not what this is for at all. For context I consider myself someone with mixed views (politically homeless) and I am connected with people of all stripes and beliefs and stances. After the inauguration in the USA this weekend there has been an overwhelming response from the populace especially online. I feel like I’m completely surrounded by people (on every “side”) who are making very intense and unyielding statements about other people’s morals and values and “good-“ or “bad-ness” based on their beliefs, opinions, responses or non responses to all the different things going on politically. I feel like it’s driving me insane. My head has been spinning constantly and I can’t stop crying. I feel like I’m drowning and cornered and under a police interrogation light. I’m so terrified of saying or doing or thinking or not thinking the “wrong” thing, I’m feeling my heart being torn in so many directions and I’m struggling to stop ruminating and spiraling over feeling like I don’t belong anywhere and no matter what I’m always going to be evil to someone. This is not me taking a side or revealing what I think, or trying to make an implied judgment or comment on ANY political figure, policy, etc….My point is: the issue I’m having is with the way people are talking about these issues and about other people in the midst of these issues, so black and white, so moralistic, and my OCD is having a field day. Just looking for camaraderie and to know I’m not alone in this. I please ask again do not bring up specific political issues or take stances in the comments. Thank you.
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- 23w
I was going to ask for advice and vent after i just had an episode but reading through everyones post on here. I can see that everyone is collectively struggling at the moment and i think we need to utilize this community for more than just sharing our sadness. Nothing is wrong with venting of course but i feel like there isnt enough positive energy here to encourage everyone to keep going. I know asking for reassure feels like a must sometimes and trust me everyone has asked for it, it was a heavy compulsion of mine. But reassure is not what you need. It will make it worse everyone please trust me. Instead of letting out mind win we must support each other, understand our struggles but also share out wins. I feel like we dont use this community enough for finding friendship among us or spreading enough happiness. OCD Is not a happy disorder but seeing that everyone here is just here either hating on someone, people being too afraid to ask for help or no one reading peoples post. This place isnt just for our negative thoughts and events to fester we need to support each other here too! Ask for help, comment on peoples post with love everyone is struggling. In this community we should help pull each other out from dark places not let them stay there. I hope everyone who is going through it right has a better night/day/afternoon. You’re loved deeply your not a monster, your not evil, your not dirty, your not a heretic your Nothing your thoughts tell you are. Peace to you🤍🤍🤍🤍
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- 11w
Just woke up and feel terrible about my events and everything. Is there someone available?
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