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I am scared I am bi or gay and I have to leave my boyfriend because if it even though I love him and he makes me happy. It frightens me so so much and I’m tired of it
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I am drown in guilty by moral and religious ocd over games, cant even enjoy what I like anymore
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I can’t stop thinking about what happens when we die, I just want answers
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I feel trapped living with my partner who, after dating for more than two years, I'm still afraid isn't right for me. My brain latches onto his negative traits (short temper and defensiveness) and tells me I don't love him and should leave. I try to tell myself it is just OCD but then I wonder if I'm somehow gaslighting myself into staying in a relationship that isn't right for me because I'm afraid to leave. Sigh.
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I am having sexual intrusive thoughts about my family members, it makes me feel so much shame and when I came to know that there are persons who actually acted on this I just started to feel what of I am the same as them and why they did what they did , this makes feel so terrified of myself, I was so normal and happy before these thoughts. I want my life back . I want to forget about all of this and never think of it again and always see my family as my family. I want nothing more than this.
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The answer is that u don’t have to know and it’s just a thought try thinking about it without saying u need an answer
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I’m questioning whether I even ever had hocd or I’m just in denial
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I have this too
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Im feeling sad. My anxiety has been really bad for the past few days and I feel so bad towards my hubby whom i troubled so much. I'm confused at times as to am i overkilling on cleaning or am i just being suitably hygenic (mine is contamination ocd). Feeling very tired. Missed feeling happier and not having to worry over all these.
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I am so so upset and anxious right now. At this point I badly need reassurance as Im feeling a whole panic attack coming on. Has anyone ever had the feeling in their head and body like they are actually going to act on a terrible harm related intrusive thought like it actually feels like you are. Im scared as fuck i dont know what to do because What if i actually do that i am so scared does it ever feel like your on the edge of doing it and you get this whole intrusive urge in your body PLEASE REPLY please tell me experiences
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hey! i was thinking it would be cool if there would be a place where we could find people and become friends with other people dealing with ocd. it could be a safe place for us to say our experience so far, or to just talk about anything, even if it’s not ocd related. lmk what you think about this idea and comment what you think we could/should make it on!
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Hi I kept seeing this app on repeat on TikTok over and over and I thought I give it a shot. I have never been diagnosed with OCD but I know that I have it. I’m a young adult and I found out the first time I had OCD was watching lelelons truth video? I was 14 at the time She had to resist sitting back down in a chair after her having sat down she started having a mental break down when she was told to resist. That’s when I knew. It started with myself going up and down a staircase twice buckling unbuckling my seat belt everytime I’m in the car ect I have always been super anti social but trying my best I can socialize but my mind wants to make it sexual with family and friends ughhhh I hate it because that’s not me when I graduated thoughts of hurting my loved ones corrupted my mind I broke down outside of church one time asking if this was really me or not i question if I’m a good enough friend or person in this world to begin with thinking everyone is judging me so so close how can I make this situation better did I do something wrong I struggle with depression as well not to bad but it’s there I come from a loving family but broken as well i believe in god and my OCD makes me go often he’s not real that stuff isn’t real no one is there to save you the list goes on. Anyway I struggle a lot and I really hope that this will help me because I feel extremely hopeless. Lucky for me I do have the ability to seek therapy and I am excited. The only person I ever tell my thoughts to is God no other human has heard so I’m really really hoping this helps me out if your reading this thank you it means a lot because this is my first time ever admitting all this it’s a lot to take in I know and I hope you are ok and that you have a great night and know that we got this
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