katia7
- Date posted
- 5y
takingmylifebacktakingmylife...
- Date posted
- 5y
I am scared I am bi or gay and I have to leave my boyfriend because if it even though I love him and he makes me happy. It frightens me so so much and I’m tired of it
HeelloHeello
- Date posted
- 5y
I am drown in guilty by moral and religious ocd over games, cant even enjoy what I like anymore
mhg609mhg609
- Date posted
- 5y
I can’t stop thinking about what happens when we die, I just want answers
sirensiren
- Date posted
- 5y
I feel trapped living with my partner who, after dating for more than two years, I'm still afraid isn't right for me. My brain latches onto his negative traits (short temper and defensiveness) and tells me I don't love him and should leave. I try to tell myself it is just OCD but then I wonder if I'm somehow gaslighting myself into staying in a relationship that isn't right for me because I'm afraid to leave. Sigh.
kiwi11kiwi11
- Date posted
- 5y
I am having sexual intrusive thoughts about my family members, it makes me feel so much shame and when I came to know that there are persons who actually acted on this I just started to feel what of I am the same as them and why they did what they did , this makes feel so terrified of myself, I was so normal and happy before these thoughts. I want my life back . I want to forget about all of this and never think of it again and always see my family as my family. I want nothing more than this.
katia7katia7
- Date posted
- 5y
The answer is that u don’t have to know and it’s just a thought try thinking about it without saying u need an answer
Jas Jas
- Date posted
- 5y
I’m questioning whether I even ever had hocd or I’m just in denial
takingmylifebacktakingmylife...
- Date posted
- 5y
I have this too
Janey01Janey01
- Date posted
- 5y
Im feeling sad. My anxiety has been really bad for the past few days and I feel so bad towards my hubby whom i troubled so much. I'm confused at times as to am i overkilling on cleaning or am i just being suitably hygenic (mine is contamination ocd). Feeling very tired. Missed feeling happier and not having to worry over all these.
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