i got my hocd(homo ocd) awaken 4 days ago and i wasnt able to eat and have fun from that day.... I wanted to go too therapy but im from iran and there is no sexual ocd therapy and for online therapy i cant pay because im only 15... And btw... Is that okay to think about pedophile ocd in 15-16age?

I hope erp works for you!! Dont be like me:) be strong and fight with it

@SilverArman ERP works, the anxiety increases but it reduces after some time... The thoughts still come, but sometimes it doesn't bother me anymore.. I just let them be there.. in my mind

@trcyzennie Im really happy to hear that... For me erp works but my ocd change to other themes. if you ever think u need someone to talk tell me!! Hocd is a bully and its hard to deal with :)

@SilverArman My OCD also change into other themes, but my main theme that bothers me a lot is HOCD, everytime I get another theme I expose myself to it, and just move on.. But my HOCD is just a torture.

@trcyzennie Oh same... Dont answer if you dont want too but how long have you been fighting? :3

Oh... I think as a kid i had it too but its all started when i realised i had it... Ocd is hard to deal with but there is no other choice... Like right now im forcing my self to eat and play games i enjoyed... Its really hard and btw its day5 for me :3

@SilverArman Keep fighting, it's good to know that you are aware you have OCD so that, you will know how to treat it. When I first had these thoughts I never knew they were OCD thoughts, so I did lots of ruminations and lots of compulsions, and now they're worse. But right now, I'm trying my best to treat myself to be better.

@trcyzennie Thanks for eveything.. i will try my best to dont give up and fight .. do the same thing!! I hope you are going to be okay too! At our ages its harder to deal with but we need to fight to get the answer and feelings back :)

I know... I really dont know how tf i can have pocd at this age but my hormones are making my life a mess... Thanks for reply

I cant really say but the picture im getting is from hentai... Ocd is a bully... Like i dont get triggers from certain things... i randomly get them when im trying to enjoy things.. maybe its because i dont go out that much

@SilverArman Oh, I see. I also have the same POCD when I am at your age. But now I'm 22 and it's almost gone now.

@OCMinimalist Im realy happy to hear that... So its normal to have it at this age... The sadeat thing about my situation is people dont know about ocd in iran that much... Like if i say im scared of being gay there is a chance of execution because religion..

@SilverArman Ohh, i see. Same here in the Philippines. There is still no enough knowledge and facility to address this OCD problem. It is also difficult to find a psychiatrist that specializes on OCD. I hope you will overcome your HOCD too.

@OCMinimalist Thanks for everything!! I shared with my dad everything and i feel so much better.. hocd is not my problem im getting every sexual ocd attacks like family,pedophile,hetrosexual and alot of other things... I feel better now.. thank you

@SilverArman I'm glad to know that. I'm happy for you! ??

@OCMinimalist Thanks mate :) i hope u find something to make u feel better too!! Be strong