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Does your mom know about your OCD? Even if she can't understand what it feels like, explaining it to her might smooth out incidents like this. If you can tell her that you were having an episode and were telling your thoughts to shut up, not her, it might avoid hurt feelings
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I wasn’t telling her to shut up, I wasn’t talking to her it was to the thought in my head that was hurtful, my mom didn’t hear it, I wasn’t saying it to her but my mind is still obsessed because I don’t know if I said it or not
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@catherinez Lately, when I have an obsessive thought, I think of it it as a metaphorical ball that my brain is holding and doesnt want to let go. And then I picture it letting the ball drop. Because it doesn't matter. It's just a ball. It helps break the rumination loop for me. I can't say what will work for you, I can only say what works for me. Also, I've been practicing meditation for years now, which requires you to aknowlege any thoughts and then let them drop away. To practice over and over with small, non-obsessive thoughts makes it easier to drop the obsessive ones.
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@saxitlurg What can I do as far as the obsession of not knowing what I said or if I said anything? It’s not really the thought thats bothering me
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Thats the obsessive thought I'm talking about. "Did I say the the thing out loud?" Legit, one of the most revolutionary thing a therapist has ever said to me, when I was talking to her about my obsessive worry that everyone hates me was "It doesn't matter if they do." Which sounds dismissive at first, but it's been really helpful. Because it completely annihilates the false dichotomy of the obsession, of trying to prove it true or false. Because it doesn't matter. It's just a ball.
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What if you mind accuses you of saying something you would never say? And it feels real?
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@catherinez That's an intrusive thought, and they suck too. My brain likes to lie to me and tell me things about myself that I know aren't true (like that I'm selfish or cold or unlovable or that I wouldn't care if my mom or best friend died). I know that this app is founded by a very Christian guy, and I think that's dope, but Taoism has been really helpful to me in combatting my brain's gaslighting in a healthy way, because it teaches the importance of knowing your own character so that it becomes a foundation that can keep you when a storm (like the spiraling tornado of obessive thoughts) is beating down on you
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