My theme is HOCD but, I just read the bible and had an intrusive thought of me st*bbing Him. I hate myself for that. Religious OCD is taking over me now too. It's just that after I had the thought, the wind started to blow and the rain came. I asked for forgiveness but, I'm still scared He is dissapointed on me. I'm having thoughts like He is going to send me to h*ll or I may not be able to wake up tommorow. How can I cope with this? I'm thinking He is dissapointed on me because it startd raining and it's getting stronger. I hate myself, and I feel like I don't deserve Him ang His love.??

Dearest child of God, You are nothing short of beloved. I am a believer and have sexual ocd and have had harm ocd and contamination. Every day I have struggled thinking that God is disappointed in me. When I struggled severely with ocd with unwanted sexual thoughts, there came a time when I had the fear “what if I’m thinking about Jesus on the cross but about having sex with Him”. I felt humiliated and like the worst person in the world and I didn’t know i had ocd at the time. I really fell into self hatred. Now almost a year later, I am learning that no matter what thought my ocd brings my way, God’s love for His children is the greatest deepest most beautiful love we could ever imagine. It is so independent every day of what we do. He knows our hearts. When you have those thoughts He is not angry. I believe with all of my heart dear friend that He sits with you with compassion saying, “my sweet child, how hard this must be on you. I am here. I love you.” I promise you today that His love for you is as sure as the rising sun. No thought will change that.

I have OCD, and I'm a believer. I know it's hard to separate yourself from the thoughts but can learn. Thoughts are thoughts, you can learn to take a step back and just nitice the thought. A thought doesn't define you. Search for Nathan Person OCD and you'lll find really good videos about OCD and how it works. Srnding you a big hug.

Sending prayers to you ❤️ have faith that He is with you and will catch you when this happens! :)

If you have thoughts like that it’s normal and you won’t bi sinned everyone had weird thoughts don’t obsesses with it too much

Hi. I’ve struggled with religious ocd for almost four years now. It’s challenging because there’s no way to ever prove you’re not going to hell. Here is a link I found helpful. It talks about just surrendering yourself to God completely, and leaving your fate in God’s hands. https://ocdandchristianity.com/?page_id=68