ShiningBright
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- 5y
Ben84Ben84
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- 5y
That my life was like the Truman Show. That was how it really got started for me.
PinkPeonyPinkPeony
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- 5y
That I’m going to physically harm someone.
ｆｅｎｎａ ｆｅｎｎａ
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- 5y
That I'm heterosexual and actually desire sex with men. Except I would hate it and would kill myself afterwards.
ｆｅｎｎａ ｆｅｎｎａ
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- 5y
To add, I was convinced before I knew it was OCD that my intrusive thoughts about men were subconscious self harm and that I deserve all of these violent images and I should go and seek them out in real life as a punishment for myself and that means I'm actually attracted to men. When I would wind off these thoughts I'd start thinking I was asexual because my attraction to women was gone.
ｆｅｎｎａ ｆｅｎｎａ
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@fenna What was the absolute worst is that I was convinced I would enjoy it in a masochistic way. I was in a horrible place back then because of other illnesses and have self harmed. Thank God I never executed them, I'm pretty sure I would've been traumatized even more than I am.
ShiningBrightShiningBright
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As someone who suffered HOCD ( heterosexual woman here ) it’s always interesting to see ppl in the LGBT communities experiences with HOCD and also TOCD ( I’m currently suffering from TOCD right now ) and not just for reassurance purposes but because none of us are alone . We all got this and the sun will shine for us again ❤️❤️❤️
ｆｅｎｎａ ｆｅｎｎａ
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@Gotmyocdinachokehold Yeah. We just have to put in the work. ♡
abdul8abdul8
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that I’m schizophrenic, no offense to anyone who is, but those were the worst couple of months of my life and I was only 13 yo
anonyanony
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- 5y
That I had HIV and now that I’m bissexual
anonyanony
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- 5y
I literally wouldn’t believe when my tests were negative. I was so sure about it.
JamarcelineJamarceline
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- 5y
@anony It was my theme for half a year
ShiningBrightShiningBright
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- 5y
My OCD convinced me I had HIV at one point as well because I was around someone who has it
catmomcatmom
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- 5y
That I could be a serial killer even though I literally can’t even kill an ant ??
LifeGoesOnLifeGoesOn
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- 5y
That I don’t really exist; that the shape of the world and everything in it should mimic the shape of a hand; that everything is 2D until you touch it ??♀️
ShiningBrightShiningBright
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- 5y
I’m looking at these answers and I’m just glad I am not alone . My OCD is convincing me I am a man or a butch woman and it really sucks so much I just want my life back ??
Evelyn4416Evelyn4416
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OCD is a massive jerk, but at least we have each other’s back ? on a side note, love your username!
ShiningBrightShiningBright
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- 5y
@Evelyn4416 Thank uuuu and thank uuu ❤️
JamarcelineJamarceline
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That I'm a psychic lol
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 5y
that I’m bisexual, but I’m not :(
Evelyn4416Evelyn4416
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- 5y
Before I knew it was a OCD, it had convinced me that anything “pagan” or “against God” that I had in my room was the cause for me having suicidal OCD so I went in a rampage and threw out anything I deemed “not of God” in an effort to make my intrusive thoughts go away, such as my Harry Potter socks and T-Shirt, my Gorillaz t-shirts, my video game of the Witcher 3 , and so on.
LounLoun
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That I don't have OCD despite being diagnosed by multiple psychiatrists
JamarcelineJamarceline
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- 5y
I'm jealous. I wanna be diagnosed by any psychiatrist
LeviLevi
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- 5y
Many many illnesses
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 5y
same!
MilestheRebelMilestheRebel
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I will hear of something like a disease or disorder and I begin convincing myself that I have it. That’s pretty much how I got onto nocd in the first place. Also that every light touch is probably a bug crawling on me. I always referred to it as being paranoid, but now I can see how that might be something I’ve been obsessing over.
AlyoshaAlyosha
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- 5y
That nobody else existed except for me. They were all figments of my imagination and only existed when I saw them. When my sister went off to college, I worried it meant she didn’t exist anymore because I no longer “saw” her.
Upsanddowns Upsanddowns
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That if I don’t do things a certain amount of times it’s will cause bad things to happen
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