Dear old life despite the fact that HOCD attacked me during the ending of June and now I just wanna say I miss my old life even though my ex girlfriend/fiancée left me even though I lost my grandfather a month before that and losing my best friend my cousin just three months ago despite the trauma I prefer to stick with the trauma instead of HOCD But life is hard that’s what it is life’s not supposed to be easy life it’s supposed to bring us challenges and obstacles that we must overcome in order to be stronger and be better than what we were before I’m not quitting on the flight with HOCD I don’t know how to give up but I’ll tell you one thing I’m fucking going to fight for my normality Even though that’s not a word but I’m creating it if my thoughts create some thing then I’m going to create something of my own that I want to create and I just created a word fucking Magic. That was real that was me not HOCD I’m gonna fucking kick your ass you wait and see because I’m a beast no need to tease just watch me accomplish this with ease, these thoughts are are just false you can try the assault but you will be lost so go ahead and try to throw me a toss you will see that I’m a boss. I won’t hesitate, Bring it on see if I care now, I know I’m going to decimate, you wait and see because I’m a beast my motivation has increased watch me accomplish this with ease I’m not a tease i’m a beast you you wait and see I am the key no need to plea

luchalysol

Date posted: 5y

Thank you for this ? you're right, ocd is a liar and I REFUSE to believe that I am what it says I am. Im not a monster and Im not someone who harms others. Im someone who loves and cares for others. Im someone who lives by her morals and values, someone who stays true to her convictions. Someone who will be there and will be a mother her son can be proud of.

luiscoro0218

Date posted: 5y

You’re welcome I’m trying to motivate others as well it can’t just be about my ocd but I also want helps other to not only motivate but for them to be driven to positivity and greatness

luchalysol

Date posted: 5y

@luiscoro0218 Thank you! Same here. Im so happy I found this community and Im so happy to find you here. We all have beeb able to support each other in our journey to recovery from this horrible disorder. We will defeat ocd ??

Fear Strikes...

Date posted: 5y

I love that you say that life is supposed to bring us challenges and obstacles that we must overcome in order to be better. After you get better, it might be a few months or even a few years down the road, but I hope that you will be able to look back and say, that because of this horrifying experience that you have survived, that you are a better person (in meaningful ways that you can describe) than you were before the onset of HOCD. I suspect that you will be able to do that someday. From it, you will find inner peace and meaning.

luiscoro0218

Date posted: 5y

Thank you very much I’m looking forward for happiness honestly I’m trying not to be negative even though those panic attacks as worried attacks those groin or sensations All I know is all in my head I know when I am I know what I want it’s hOcd is not me

luiscoro0218

Date posted: 5y

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luiscoro0218

Date posted: 5y

Exactly stay positive

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