I hate myself.

U dont even know me.I hate myself,my thoughts,my brain,my personality,everything that includes me.Sometimes i just want to die,everyobe would be so much better without me.

@Lori Everyone

I just hate sexualizing children everytime i see them,and i hate sexualizing girls everytime i see them.Sometimes i feel so empty and numb,i just want to die.When i feel better,i get obsessed with other thoughts,its like an endless cycle,something that will keep ruining my life.

@Lori I've been in a relatable position more times than I can count over the last 20+ years. Who knows, maybe I will be again? The road may be long and difficult. My understanding is you live in a place where access to care that could help you isn't there. That doesn't mean your situation is hopeless. You have a support system here. I believe you're courageous. You CAN do this ☺.

@Ben84 U r right.Theres no help here.I just get so jealous when i see my cousins being normal and happy and me bring like cursed.Still though,thanks for ur care❤

@Lori I know how it feels to look at others and wish to be like them. This is something I still feel on a regular basis. Keep in mind they may be dealing with more than meets the eye. But regardless, this is your life and you can still find happiness and most importantly, joy. Can you tell me at least one thing you like about yourself?

@Ben84 Well...i like that im determined to achieve what i want,and never giving up.Im proud of me being a good student and i think that counts...doesnt it??

@Lori Give up*

@Lori Yes ☺. My impression of you is that you're brave. You're brave to keep fighting to get better. On top of that you're doing it with little support where you live. Given that how can you hate yourself ☺? How would the world be better off without someone like that? The place where you live needs someone exactly like you.

@Ben84 Wow,thats amazing.Thank you so much for the kind words Ben.I feel so much better!xxxx

@Lori What the ur my age can we talk about it with each other

@Lori You're welcome. Feel free to let us know how the first day of high school goes ☺. No matter what, we're here for you!

Not happy that i joined tbh.

@Lori Me either

@Anonymous Relatable🤝

Thanks for answering♡.Can i ask what tools do you use to make you feel better?

@Lori I meditate, I try a lot of thought diffusion excersizes. And I do a lot of mindfulness techniques that I learned from reading and therapy