I hate how I look. I hate it so much. People comment on my acne all the time and it hurts me so much. My sister has it too and I don’t want her to be treated this way... but I’m too embarrassed to bring it up to my therapist cause I feel ashamed about it.

Ocd__letmebe...

Date posted: 5y

Look, people will always talk, don't mind them. I am talking about my experience that I am going through and I have gone through. It was a period when my face was badly filled with pimples and people and my classmates noticed me as like it was something terrible, now my face is adjusting ,there are also some small pimples and some scars and again people talk, likee pimples are unnatural 🙄I also have glasses and one of my classmates always tells me why you have such a big baby eye, as the number of my eyes is a bit big and the baby eye looks big. I do not like the way he tells me because I think it is normal, but I also know that they will talk again but I do not care. JUST IGNORE THEM. I know its hard but fuck them , live your life , love yourself the way you are and trust me we all are beautiful. ●I always complain about ocd and my mental health but i'm lucky that i never get upset when people talk about my "flaws" because we are human after all and i love myself the way i am , HUMAN. So please dont worry about others opinon bc they will not end.❤

worryqueen

Date posted: 5y

Thank you ❤️ it’s very hard to do, and everyday I feel like breaking down because of it whenever I look into the mirror. I’m glad you’re comfortable in your own skin and I aspire to be the same :)

Paola123

Date posted: 5y

God made you perfect He love you!!

worryqueen

Date posted: 5y

Thank you ❤️

sh0225

Date posted: 5y

i relate to this a lot and i am very sorry people are pointing out something that is out of your control. i recommend checking your cleansing/makeup products on cosdna and paying attention to how your skin reacts to different foods. if you’re at your wits end and have the means i would try curology as it has helped me. just know so many people struggle with the same thing and acne doesn’t define you!

worryqueen

Date posted: 5y

I haven’t been using any makeup, but I’ve been on the acne.org regimen for a month and I think it’s kind of working but I’m just so done with dealing with this shit. I hate myself because of it, and wish people could see past my skin. Thank you though ❤️

Imnew@this

Date posted: 22w

I can’t take it anymore.

(21+ ONLY PLEASE: TRIGGER WARNING) I’m just so sick of it. I’m letting it win. I’m letting it beat me. I’m losing. I’ve been seeing a therapist but we only meet every two weeks for an hour because of my insurance. I can’t afford any more visits. We’ve been working on ERP but I still feel stuck. Just recently, we went through a drive thru and the kid at the window looked really young. I’m afraid that I found him attractive and I felt a groinal at the thought. I f*cking hate my mind. I don’t think I can do this anymore. I’m trying but I still feel like it’s not enough. I’ve let my parents down, my friends and my family. Everyone who knows me doesn’t know the thoughts I have and how sick and disgusted I feel with myself.

julia204

Date posted: 14w

Hard day

Hi everyone! I just want to share that I’m having a really hard day, selfishly, to feel better. But some of you might relate to it. I’ve been obsessing about my looks and body image. I feel soo ugly, like almost deformed, “abnormal, ill” looking. Like I have never seen anyone that looked as ugly as me. And I spend hours checking myself and doing skincare and using face sculpting tools compulsively. I also feel VERY very alone partially due to this being isolating but also just being back at my (abusive) parents home for the summer. I feel very empty today like nothing makes me excited or matters. I feel like a disgusting, awkward, incapable, undeserving little creature. Like everybody else on this world is in a group chat,and im the only one left out lol. I went shopping today to feel something and ended up compulsively buying stuff and shocker, now im feeling 10x worse, more empty. But I am also stressed about the money and feel extremely guilty. I feel worthless. I guess i should just let me feel the emptiness and feelings that come up without trying to distract myself with something all the time. So yeah thats where I’m at today.

Allison💗🦊

Date posted: 13w

School

I literally hate being at school so much I’m so fat and ugly and my hair looks bad already even tho I blow it out and ppl probably look at me and think I’m embarrassing myself for trying

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I hate how I look. I hate it so much. People comment on my acne all the time and it hurts me so much. My sister has it too and I don’t want her to be treated this way... but I’m too embarrassed to bring it up to my therapist cause I feel ashamed about it.

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