worryqueen
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- 4y
Ocd__letmebefree!Ocd__letmebe...
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- 4y
Look, people will always talk, don't mind them. I am talking about my experience that I am going through and I have gone through. It was a period when my face was badly filled with pimples and people and my classmates noticed me as like it was something terrible, now my face is adjusting ,there are also some small pimples and some scars and again people talk, likee pimples are unnatural 🙄I also have glasses and one of my classmates always tells me why you have such a big baby eye, as the number of my eyes is a bit big and the baby eye looks big. I do not like the way he tells me because I think it is normal, but I also know that they will talk again but I do not care. JUST IGNORE THEM. I know its hard but fuck them , live your life , love yourself the way you are and trust me we all are beautiful. ●I always complain about ocd and my mental health but i'm lucky that i never get upset when people talk about my "flaws" because we are human after all and i love myself the way i am , HUMAN. So please dont worry about others opinon bc they will not end.❤
worryqueenworryqueen
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- 4y
Thank you ❤️ it’s very hard to do, and everyday I feel like breaking down because of it whenever I look into the mirror. I’m glad you’re comfortable in your own skin and I aspire to be the same :)
Paola123Paola123
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- 4y
God made you perfect He love you!!
worryqueenworryqueen
- Date posted
- 4y
Thank you ❤️
sh0225sh0225
- Date posted
- 4y
i relate to this a lot and i am very sorry people are pointing out something that is out of your control. i recommend checking your cleansing/makeup products on cosdna and paying attention to how your skin reacts to different foods. if you’re at your wits end and have the means i would try curology as it has helped me. just know so many people struggle with the same thing and acne doesn’t define you!
worryqueenworryqueen
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- 4y
I haven’t been using any makeup, but I’ve been on the acne.org regimen for a month and I think it’s kind of working but I’m just so done with dealing with this shit. I hate myself because of it, and wish people could see past my skin. Thank you though ❤️
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