- Username
- Makki23
- Date posted
- 4y ago
You might be a heartless monster.. or you might not. You might very well hurt your loved ones eventually..or you might not hurt them. you may not ever be able to feel love again, or you may feel love tomorrow.Who knows? No one can know the future. Accept the constant uncertainty of your worst fear coming true, and do this without doing compulsions, and ur ocd will lessen. Trust me, this is the only way to freedom!
you re not psychopath! that happens to me too
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youâre not a heartless monster, I think when people tend to overthink what they said or how they responded to a situation, it can feel like you did something wrong when you didnât. words used many times start to lose their meanings. since you are having anxiety about becoming a psychopath, your mind automatically caught on to the fact that you didnât feel anything when saying â I love youâ. completely normal:) it becomes so much of a habit. calming down and meditating too can help with feeling something again:)
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Make you feel like you actually do? Iâve always checked my feelings to try and find my ârealâ ones and nowâŚwhen I check, my brain runs away with the thought and makes me feel like Iâd actually enjoy hurting my dog. Please help.
I have this fear of being a psychopath or sociopath. All my life i was able to feel normal emotions like joy, sadness, guilt etc up until now where i suddenly gained this new fear of being a psychopath because i felt emotionally detached from my partner lately and i now feel like i emotionally shut down and like im on autopilot mode. Its like i cant feel anything right now, and to test myself i think of situations in my head that are bad (like someone getting hit by a car) to see if i feel any empathy and it scares me that i sometimes dont. I keep doing this over and over and i cant feel anything, im so scared of being evil or something. It triggers me when i see negative things on social media because im scared i donât feel anything or not care about it at all. I never thought id be saying this but i WANT to feel sad or upset just so i know im not crazy.
I canât tell whatâs right and wrong anymore. Itâs like my moral compass/rationality is completely broken. I could just shut my feelings down whenever. It might sound like a good thing but it also means I wouldnât feel any remorse or guilt or negative emotions if I were to do something immoral (hypothetically speaking). In contrast, sometimes my feelings get so deep in the way that my rationality cannot win no matter what. My brain does that out of nowhere and I hate it because it ends up triggering my OCD theme and I have to start back up to be able to cope again. Itâs like Iâve developed this intense intolerance towards any sort of stress whatsoever, even the good type of stress that helps you grow. My brain just shuts down and mentally I become a kid again and I canât listen to logic no matter what.
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