Does anyone else have severe OCD

Omg yes for the past 7 years I hate it so much it’s soooo disabling

What is ur ocd like?

Well my ocd is like if someone puts there hand over my head they have to do it twice

Also i have to touch a doornobe like 4 times and if I touch it in the rong place than I touch it 8 times

What is yours like

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Also my ocd is affecting me right now

I have to do two texts i dont know why but I do

My

My texts have to be an even number same with that door nobe thing but it has to be 2 and 2 not 3 and 3 it has to equal 2 or 4

So

What is your ocd like

I hate the numbers 4, 9, 2 and 7, 11, 12 now and the list goes on but they change overtime think I have arithmophibia because all I do is think of numbers everyday not that I want it

I live the number 8 too just had to put that out there

I’m having ocd I even when texting this I have to fix up texts and make sure they’re just right

Ya

Yep

Ik it’s crazy

See how i did ya and yes that has to be together

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So have u seeked help?

How old are you

If your ok with me asking

Ive seekes help with my parents they dont really inderstand though

I should but idk if they will even understand

Because they think it’s is cleaning and whatnot

Like it’s not that they throw around the word like u don’t know what’s it’s actally like

Are you there

???

Oh well i told them

But I didnt tell them fully

I have ocd

For like 3 years now and ive just figured it out

After i did i thought it would stop after i told someone but it didnt

So im not sure what to do

Idk all I do is give in to all my compulsions and let ocd win

I do to

But i dont want to

Ya

But im still confused why i have it i know its because its trama but is it like a certain type beacause im sure more than 2 percent of people have trama

Like experiencing icd

Ocd

When did yours start

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August 2013

I won’t forget the day I was only a child

Did anything happen befor that

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No idk it came out of nowhere

It started off that I had to write everything in my diary about a day or I wouldn’t sleep then it progressed my day

Hmmmmmm

Then I stopped then it came back

It says it is from stress

Yeah I got really stressed and anxious

I got rituals, obsessions and complusions

That might of been it!

The trigger

Yeah Ik Ik it sounds misses up but it’s true

I wish I can go back and prevent this awful thung

What sounds

Messed up

How it started

How did ur start?

I went through foster care.

And a lot more

Ok then it progressed

I understand

Ya

Yep im pretty sure

That triggered it yeah

I’m sorry

Its fine

Is ur ocd bad now

Just when you get super stressed your mecles tense up and my vocal cords did to and they have stayed like that

Yeah I get that mostly in social situations

Cause I have a little social anciety

Anxiety

So my voice used to be "normal" but know its really squeaky its gotten a little better but its been 3 years and still is not how it ised to be

I hate my voice I’ve needed to have speech pathology

What is that

That’s my insecurity

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Like they helped me with my speech and talking. Like I didn’t know my r sounds and th cause I had to learn how to talk after I got sick

But that’s in the past

You got sick

What type of sick

That could of triggered it I’m ok now

I had a brain injury

Ok

K :):):):)

Idk if my icd has something to do with that

I think that was it

Since my brain was affected like icd does

Probally

Wait

Yeah I had it when I was a toddler and didn’t get my icd till like 7 years

Ocd is an illness from stress so i think it was that just you were super stressed about that

What

Yeah but Idk I wasn’t really at the time I forgot about it

Or like anziety stress trauma from past

I.

That would be Truma like for ocd

Yeah

But

Yeah

It can be caused from head trama I think thats why it was out of nowhere

Yeah but I was better idk

Ok

K

I

I think im going to get off of the app for the night

Ok goodnight thanks

Hey im back

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Hey

Hi

Sorry eating

Well

Im done now

How r u?

Good

You??

Yeah good tmr’s my sisters birthday

Oh

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So I’m gonna decorate the house tonight

Sorry i was getting wood

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Ok

Hey

How was your sisters birthday

Yeah good she loved it I got up early to decorate

That

That is good

Now we r doing nothing the rest of the day cause of corona but we r gonna play volleyball with a balloon that’s about it

Oh

That seems fun?

Yeah it is

Thats good

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Hey