anyone else’s OCD surround a weird thought they had as a child?

what theme if you don’t mind me asking?

@ocdm.7 Pedo 😔

@nimziewd me too! have you worked past this??

@ocdm.7 I have symptoms of rocd and I keep thinking it's denial and it hurts a lot, alot. But I think it's rocd as I also got sexual orientation doubts like this and also of being a pedo I get this weird memories of childhood BTW I was also molested

@nimziewd ahhh ok i see. i’m very sorry for that.

@ocdm.7 :) it's in the past and we are no longer children We need to work hard and be easy on ourselves to get go of our past so that we can focus on what we have right now. It's too difficult Today I feel like ending myself but I won't. It's like a toxic substance. I won't end myself ever.

@nimziewd that’s good man!!

@jumac Yep :) but not anymore right

@jumac That's what the thing is I was 8-11 something

@jumac I don't know My parents don't remember such a neighborwho had baby but I do

@jumac Yes My therapist never tells me what I m having exactly And maybe she doesn't understand when I say I feel all symptoms of rocd and other subtypes If it was relationship denial I won't have had this pedo, harm and sexual orientation things too I experience these minor and rocd majorly but she just says don't overthink. She maybe thinks I say it to her because I read on google. But I had all of it even before reaching to Google. I didn't know why m getting such thoughts and feelings and urges

@jumac She keeps insisting to check my relationship when there is nothing wrong She doesn't say a thing

@jumac I didn't say it has to do with my relationship I have other themese too. I experience harm ocd stuff, pedo ocd stuff and sexual orientation alond with ROCD. Those are minor. They have no relationship with ROCD but they ultimately reach to me being evil. And then to rocd Ahhhh I don't know if you get what m saying

@jumac i think he means it was a POCD thought as a kid.

@nimziewd I got this dreams suddenly and I recalled a memory of me playing with a baby in childhood. While I am suffering from rocd thingi and then it spiked me to overthink on it Join puzzles. Then I recalled more incidents and I believe some of them maybe false .