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Anonymous

Date posted: 4y

PLEASE HELP ME okay so basically ever since like 2 days ago i had this thought and, i basically like felt something really weird, but it was so random. i literally just woke up, thought of that , then had that weird feeling. ever since that day i hated myself and couldn't forgive myself. i feel like i'm a pdo and deserve to die. i feel like i crossed the line for sure. i've already tried ending my life multiple times. also for some reason these days i literally am so confused because i don't even know what's going on anymore. like for some reason i keep on doing things that i wouldn't think, but then regretting it the second after that. it's so gross of me. i hate myself. i want to promise myself that i'll stop. its like i know i'm not attracted to children but for some reason it feels like my mind wants me to be a pdo. and the thing is it isn't even random thoughts about children, it's like about anything, literally anything. i even had a thought about a table. also i'm literally 15 i think i ruined my life

Myke G

Date posted: 4y

Hope these links help my friend. https://www.madeofmillions.com/ocd/intrusive-thoughts https://mrsmindfulness.com/the-four-keys-to-overcoming-negative-thinkingfor-good/

SelfCompassion

Date posted: 4y

Hey try looking at @obbsessivelyeverafter on is instagram. She is an OCD specialist and went through a similar ocd theme. Her story is inspiring! And might help you a lot

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