ASAP I need to talk to someone

Well what if that teacher is a girl and ima girl

Im low key shaking right now even if it’s a girl

I feel uncomfortable

@Peridottttt I think your reaction is your gut feeling telling you this is wrong.

Are you there????

Yes can you please read above for info I don’t wanna spam the same thing over and over

@Peridottttt Yea, I did. And sorry i fell asleep

@agriculturalindustries Oh it’s ok

@agriculturalindustries What are your thoughts

@Peridottttt Do you feel better now? People told a lot of nice things

@agriculturalindustries Yeah but I’m still in shock.... I’m stuck on how to move forward

@Peridottttt find a new therapist and move forward

@agriculturalindustries I can’t

@Peridottttt why?

@agriculturalindustries Last time I ask her if I can’t have a separate therapist for my ocd and she say she is

@Peridottttt why you listen to her? You don't need to do what she says imo

@agriculturalindustries I’ll explain more tmr gtg to bed

@Peridottttt good night

@agriculturalindustries Ok I’m awake and first she is really close with my mom and I’ve told her a lot so it’s hard to switch cause my mom thinks she’s a good therapist and she is she helps a lot. And she likes me a lot as her client. So how u supposed to break a bond like that

@Peridottttt right, that is hard. But if she helps then it is ok. However, I think a therapist who is specialized in ocd may help better.

@agriculturalindustries Yeah but she won’t let me and she really likes me as her client so it hard to break the bond should I continue? I’m just looking for red flags but I want to feel safe not always alert

@Peridottttt you must not leave her. You can find ocd therapist separately. Actually you can even find online one

@agriculturalindustries Well I have to ask for permission and she probably won’t let me since she is actually a psychiatrist cause I saw it on her card. And she said she’ll do erp with me which hasn’t started cause of covid

@Peridottttt Then my advice is waiting for erp, you can decide then. Maybe she is pretty good at it.

@agriculturalindustries Yeah I still have doubts it will work tho, but I’m so far good with managing my ocd I just say it’s ocd and move on so it’s not as bad. I’ll wait to see if she’s good or not. Also should I still forget about the emoji situation?

@Peridottttt I really see no harm in that issue. Maybe I'm not in that hard times of cod but I wouldn't bother me. I think you can forget, I you can exactly

@agriculturalindustries If you can*

@agriculturalindustries Ok I will forgot but I can never let it go I hope it will get better

@Peridottttt I have that feelings too, after getting better you feel nothing towards to that things

You seem like a great person to talk to do you have insta so I can talk to you more about it if that’s fine with you

@Peridottttt Sorry I don't have social media! ( best thing I did 2 years ago). But I will continue to chat here 😊! Well done for seeking advice and help.

@ButterflyStar Thank you I feel safe here and when I was 11 I was a victim of sexual harassment that’s why I’m always alert that’s why when that happened my heart was pounding I’m so scared because of my past tramas

@Peridottttt You did the right thing :)

@Ocdsucks Thank you and I’m always alert for even the littlest signs even if I’m wrong at least I tried.

@ButterflyStar My therapist is on this app cause I told her to check it out and I’m scared she’ll see this and think it’s me

@ButterflyStar What am I supposed to do now that I have you more context

@ButterflyStar My mom said my therapist just misses me and it’s fine idk what to do

Oh god thank you so much for being here I want more ppl here so I can get more ppl opinions on it. So well fine it’s actually a therapist and I told her about this app and I used the word teacher to cover it up so My therapist don’t think it’s me talking about them.

Ok thank you for commenting back. I’m scared right now and this happened other times too but with a 😍 emoji. I told my therapist we will meet soon at a certain time and then she sent that emoji

I mean if you were my close friend and I’m used to you using that emoji then ofc I’m fine with that

Well I’m not used to ppl using that emoji so I feel uncomfortable if it was my bf then that’s fine

@Peridottttt Hm, maybe tell her that made you uncomfortable and if your really bothered by it u could ask for a new therapist

@Peridottttt See, your gut feeling is telling you. Please don't ignore it! We have it for a reason 👍😊

@Ocdsucks IM FUCKING SCAREDDDDDD and I’m not gonna change myself for ppl to make me be used to it

Idk man I’m scared to switch but she is really nice and she helped my thru quite a lot. She knows about my hocd and pocd. And she is the one gonna do erp with me. I don’t really know how to move forward cause tmr i see her.