I told my dad I'd try my absolute best before deciding to drop out. And I feel as if I'm not trying enough. There's so much more I could do. But I can't even get myself out of bed to do it. I feel so guilty and shameful.

Your dad is SO smart! My dad agrees and I'm so lucky that he does. That's the best. And thank you so much, you as well!! ❤️

Oh no the long comment's okay! I actually told my dad that you said this and he's in full support of me dropping out and getting my GED :). So thank you it did help tremendously. I'm going to try my hardest for a few more weeks and see what happens. And with the sensorimotor, I don't exactly know if it's that. I don't know what theme that particular one falls under, so I just classify it has perfectionism/sensorimotor because that's my symptoms. BUT lately I've been obsessed with swallowing. It has to do with my POCD in a very weird way. So I constantly minotor when, where, and how long I swallow for and it's very stressful. But what are your symptoms? Even if we don't have the same, maybe I could help :).

Thank you so much! And I am currently looking for a few alternatives in school or getting a 504 plan or just dropping out entirely. Because if I drop out, I could always come back and finish it later. But thank you so much!!!