Ihateocd83
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needhelp5588needhelp5588
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Calm down. Stop posting. Turn off your phone. Dont let this win. Watch s show or movie you enjoy. Read a book. Do something to take your mind off it. Your going to be ok
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Ive been breaking down all morning 😞
Carl CornettCarl Cornett
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You’re compulsively posting every day looking for reassurance. It’s difficult, but resisting the urge to engage in compulsions is ultimately what will free you to move on. Posting every time you have anxiety or a thought you find uncomfortable is just reinforcing the obsession.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Yeah i know its there all the time i get a feeling im chest and stomach when i see a good looking guy
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Ok i know im going on.. but i say stuff in my head like i enjoy it 😞
needhelp5588needhelp5588
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Thats the lie. Were trying to help. You are in crisis, we want to help. Posting and constantly bringing it up wont help
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Its making me feel like i need to come out. I dont want to be gay and lose my family
needhelp5588needhelp5588
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Deep breaths buddy.. Just think of this. If that is who you really were, you would be at peace.. You wouldnt be stressed and anxious.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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I just keep thinking im in denial. I just kept saying to myself im gay im going to have to come out
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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You there mate ?
needhelp5588needhelp5588
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Im still here. Just trying to find what to say
needhelp5588needhelp5588
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@needhelp5588 You need to talk to someone. I think there is a free call on here. Or find someone that specilaizes in ocd. Your going to be ok. Take a deep breath.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Im in a really rough place. I just keep going whats happened to me 😞
needhelp5588needhelp5588
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Listen, there is no cure to this. There are solutions. You need to figure out what triggered this and how to cope with it. Dont react to the issues or try to reconcile your thoughts, they arent real.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Ok thanks mate
needhelp5588needhelp5588
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Everyone in this community is here to help. Good luck.. Youve got this
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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This doesnt even feel like ocd. I need a miracle
needhelp5588needhelp5588
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It sounds like it. Your letting your false thoughts run your life. Take it back!
needhelp5588needhelp5588
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@needhelp5588 Tell yourself its just a lie and continue on your day.
OCDMum87OCDMum87
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If you were gay then what is the absolute worst case scenario?
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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What do you mean ? Dont say that 🙈
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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As far as im concerned its my life over. I have 2 boys ones 6 and the other 9 months
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Ocdmum 87 thats really triggerd me
OCDMum87OCDMum87
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It wouldn’t be your life over though. Plenty of gay men have relationships with their children, ex wife’s etc. The fact here is that you are not gay and that is why these thoughts terrorise you. If you were gay your emotional response would be totally different.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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I just doesnt seem right to me being gay i dont want to be romantic with a man. But obviously when i wrote that my brain was like yes you do 😞. How would i react then ?. I just want to have a nice christmas with my family but the future looks shit for me. I keep thinking of scenarios where i come out 😞
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Ok carl im sorry
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Im just desperate for this to be gone 😞
Carl CornettCarl Cornett
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Sure. And we all can empathize with it. But if you want to get better, you’ve got to focus on habits that will make you better. Things like reassurance seeking and other compulsions won’t do that.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Thing is i dont know what my compulsions are other than this. I try and think of womens bits but i always get a negative feeling like eww and it makes me feel like shit
Carl CornettCarl Cornett
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I’m sure you’re ruminating, analyzing, comparing, checking, etc.
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