Ihateocd83
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Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Hope so 😞
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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It will come back just try to relax 👍
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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We wil see eachother through this mate 👍
ChaiChai
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I getcha- I dealt with that. It’ll come back, the less you focus on it, the more it’ll grow.
7710 ❤️7710 ❤️
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😭 me right now! 😭😭
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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You ok mandy7710 ?
7710 ❤️7710 ❤️
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Everytime I long kiss my partner I feel like I am not into... 😞 I feel like I am not attracted to him anymore... 😭 and it feels like I know it... 😭😭
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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do you have hocd ?
7710 ❤️7710 ❤️
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Wat is HOCD? I have ocd for sure
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Sexual orentation ocd
7710 ❤️7710 ❤️
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I know I am straight. Before it got this bad I loved having sex and making out with my partner all the time. I am just nervous 😞
Jbm421Jbm421
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I hear you bro. Its fucking terrible.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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I really dont feel like im ever going to get better 😞
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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started doing some exposures looking at attractive me. Damn its tough
Jbm421Jbm421
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Those types of exposures get easier. I did it for almost a month. I know the hopelessness you are feeling. The best and most important thing you should do is NOT analyze and allow the shitty feelings to be there. Only then will it start to fade but it takes time.
Jbm421Jbm421
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Of course I gotta practice what I preach. Loss of attraction, my thoughts picking apart my ex's and that stupid shit with the penis images are kicking my ass. But oh well. Come at me OCD...make me doubt!!!
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Yeah penis thing is my worst one. Sometimes i cant believe this is happening to me 😞
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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I keep on saying really bizarre things in my head aswel
Jbm421Jbm421
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My mind does that shit. I have this empty feeling right now that feels really bad. I'm gonna try to not engage the thoughts but dude, it is hell. As I'm sure you know.
Jbm421Jbm421
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I fucking hate my life bro. This shit is really trying to convince.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Im not having a good time of it either mate. Think ive got depression aswel
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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I think the whole penis thing came from porn im not sure
Jbm421Jbm421
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It probably did. I'm just gonna swear off porn now. This crap has me all in my head. Right now, it's all about the females. My attraction is like at negative zero. Its probably from walking too much lately. But its getting cold here in NY and its probably a good time to just take care of myself and not worry about females and sex. I don't know bro. All I know is I need for this shit to end finally.
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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Yeah i stay away from porn now. I keep saying i know im gay. And i find it trys to replace my words instead of saying girlfriend i get boyfreind in my head 😞
Jbm421Jbm421
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Oh man that's happened to me before. I hate it. Try saying "so what?" whenever your mind does that. It helps. My mind right now is hanging on a unattractive picture I saw of one of my ex's and using that as proof. To that I'm saying "so fucking what?" Its not easy but what other choice do i have? Do you get any exercise???
Ihateocd83Ihateocd83
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I used to mate but its hard when you have children lol. My biggest issue is attraction towards guys which i can handle its easy to see if a guy is good looking or not. But after i get that i get the penis thing with nearly every bloke i look at or an image of there bulge its fucking horrible. And when i think of womens bits my goes eww you dont like pussy. So i try not to think of women now 😞
Jbm421Jbm421
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Yeah bro it plays those kinds of tricks. Your best bet is trying not to analyze. Porn really doesnt help. For me, I try to distract with video games, bike riding, exercise, etc are the things I use to help. Sometimes though it feels like I never beat this crap. It makes me sad.
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