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Most of us have had strange dreams. One time I had a dream where I married Cameron Boyce. Does that mean I married Cameron Boyce in real life ? sometimes intrusive thoughts pop up in our dreams. I struggle with soocd and once had a dream where I was having lesbian sex with a friend from 8th grade. In the middle of the dream, I walked away from it and said “no thanks.” I woke up and this dream disturbed me, and I kept overthinking it. I did erp and the thought of that dream still burdens me sometimes, but we both have the ability to push through. Our dreams can be intrusive as well!
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I think it’s normal. I’ve had dreams where I wake up super guilty but it’s just a dream. We don’t create our dreams. They’re involuntary. You’ll forget about it
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I used to have terrible dreams like this too! Vivid dreams where I could see and react to what I was doing and even comment on it like I was in the sunken place. I would be like “stop no I don’t wanna do that” and then watch myself harm other people, it never feels good. But it’s just a dream. I’m also sober and in recovery relapse dreams are super common. They don’t mean much but they are very scary and often time when I have a relapse dream or an “ocdream” (I should copyright that) it’s clear that I’m dreaming about it because I’m subconsciously afraid of it happening, not because I want to do it.
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Yeah I just get super anxious because I have a girlfriend, I think it affects our relationship, this dream then affects my relationship ocd about cheating and makes me feel like a cheater, but I’m gonna try and move on from it
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I have a boyfriend and I’m constantly thinking that my soocd affects are relationship. I also struggle with rocd as well, and often have mannny intrusive thoughts. We will both get through this I promise :)
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Woke up this morning feeling so good, then I had this thought of “what if” I touched my son inappropriately last night while I was sleeping. I’ve been dealing with Pocd and I never thought something like this before. A little back ground my son is 5, nonverbal and sleeps next to me every night. For me, I am not much of a deep sleeper. I am somewhat of a light sleeper. Is there someone who has been though this? In what ways can I manage this? TIA
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Ive dealt with pocd for a very long time now and it gets more real as time goes on. I was watching a movie and I’ve read the books so I knew there was a kiss scene coming up.The actors and their characters are children but I was basically looking forward to the scene. Then as they were kissing, it looked kind of weird and mechanical because again the actor was technically still a child. And I let myself indulge and enjoy it, of how someone young was doing something sexual and adult like. Idk I feel like a fuckikg creep but I don’t WANT this. There was nothing intrusive about this, it’s just something creepy that I’ve done. I keep ruminating about it but still. I don’t identify myself by this mistake but it still sucks. My mind then went to children that I know, one girl and one boy, and them separately doing sexual things for the first time and navigating that and it feels like I like it but I don’t. It’s not as real as the movie scene because the fact I enjoyed the scene WAS real but it’s still stressing me out.
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I’m scared I might become a r*pist I’m over here thinking at a time I saw a kid and I looked down at his pants like I keep thinking about what I did and it’s like I feel attracted and to me it felt like I gave him this predator look and he probably thinks I’m a P I just wonder how is this Pocd Because it feels like I want to do stuff like I don’t know I keep thinking about that situation
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