enyah123
- Date posted
- 4y
brhtpurplebrhtpurple
- Date posted
- 4y
Most of us have had strange dreams. One time I had a dream where I married Cameron Boyce. Does that mean I married Cameron Boyce in real life ? sometimes intrusive thoughts pop up in our dreams. I struggle with soocd and once had a dream where I was having lesbian sex with a friend from 8th grade. In the middle of the dream, I walked away from it and said “no thanks.” I woke up and this dream disturbed me, and I kept overthinking it. I did erp and the thought of that dream still burdens me sometimes, but we both have the ability to push through. Our dreams can be intrusive as well!
EcnaaapsEcnaaaps
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- 4y
I think it’s normal. I’ve had dreams where I wake up super guilty but it’s just a dream. We don’t create our dreams. They’re involuntary. You’ll forget about it
1nussy1nussy
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- 4y
I used to have terrible dreams like this too! Vivid dreams where I could see and react to what I was doing and even comment on it like I was in the sunken place. I would be like “stop no I don’t wanna do that” and then watch myself harm other people, it never feels good. But it’s just a dream. I’m also sober and in recovery relapse dreams are super common. They don’t mean much but they are very scary and often time when I have a relapse dream or an “ocdream” (I should copyright that) it’s clear that I’m dreaming about it because I’m subconsciously afraid of it happening, not because I want to do it.
enyah123enyah123
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- 4y
Yeah I just get super anxious because I have a girlfriend, I think it affects our relationship, this dream then affects my relationship ocd about cheating and makes me feel like a cheater, but I’m gonna try and move on from it
brhtpurplebrhtpurple
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- 4y
I have a boyfriend and I’m constantly thinking that my soocd affects are relationship. I also struggle with rocd as well, and often have mannny intrusive thoughts. We will both get through this I promise :)
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