- Username
- enyah123
- Date posted
- 4y ago
Most of us have had strange dreams. One time I had a dream where I married Cameron Boyce. Does that mean I married Cameron Boyce in real life ? sometimes intrusive thoughts pop up in our dreams. I struggle with soocd and once had a dream where I was having lesbian sex with a friend from 8th grade. In the middle of the dream, I walked away from it and said “no thanks.” I woke up and this dream disturbed me, and I kept overthinking it. I did erp and the thought of that dream still burdens me sometimes, but we both have the ability to push through. Our dreams can be intrusive as well!
I think it’s normal. I’ve had dreams where I wake up super guilty but it’s just a dream. We don’t create our dreams. They’re involuntary. You’ll forget about it
I used to have terrible dreams like this too! Vivid dreams where I could see and react to what I was doing and even comment on it like I was in the sunken place. I would be like “stop no I don’t wanna do that” and then watch myself harm other people, it never feels good. But it’s just a dream. I’m also sober and in recovery relapse dreams are super common. They don’t mean much but they are very scary and often time when I have a relapse dream or an “ocdream” (I should copyright that) it’s clear that I’m dreaming about it because I’m subconsciously afraid of it happening, not because I want to do it.
Yeah I just get super anxious because I have a girlfriend, I think it affects our relationship, this dream then affects my relationship ocd about cheating and makes me feel like a cheater, but I’m gonna try and move on from it
I have a boyfriend and I’m constantly thinking that my soocd affects are relationship. I also struggle with rocd as well, and often have mannny intrusive thoughts. We will both get through this I promise :)
Yesterday I was helping a child change and I was touching their skin for some reason (helping them pull up their pants or something) and then I was like “wow their skin is so soft and then I had a bad thought and then backed away. I’m really scared I am I p*do pile and did I touch them inappropriately?? I don’t want that answer to be yes or else I’m gonna throw up. I feel like I should’ve backed away when I was touching their skin soft but it felt like I was in slow motion. I’m so scared.
My pocd has been so so awful this year i absolutely hate it. it gives me so many intrusive thoughts that plays into real events / false memories. An incident happened today and i cannot stop panicking. I was laying on the sofa as my head was sort of hurting and i was sleeping. My younger cousin came to get the remote from me and before she did i moved my head away from her and then closed my eyes and waited for her to move bc close contact makes me anxious. But here’s the thing. i’m freaking out because what if i moved my head back so it brushes past her private area? did it brush past her? were my intentions bad?? 😭 and the thing that makes this feel more real is the fact before she came over to pick the remote up, she called my name to change the channel but i didn’t reply and i think i knew she’d come over to get it. i think maybe that’s why i opened my eyes to move the control but by that time she had already come over. am i a bad person? literally an hour before this i was holding my breath when she was next to me because i didn’t want to breathe too much as it may make the sofa move underneath me which she was sitting on too. i feel like the worst person ever & i deserve to die 😭💔
I keep having horrible nightmares of me doing terrible things to people. Like being a sexual deviant or something and it scares me and makes me feel bad about myself. Is this normal?
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