When I my eyes are open I do not feel like myself. Could it be the weed I smoked two weeks again? Or just stress from school and all the aneixty I am having.

I believe my experience with smoking weed in February of 2020 which caused a really bad paranoid effect caused me to develop ocd along with some other stress that was in my life. I would stay clear kf weed as it alters brain chemistry which isn't good for us or anybody in my opinion.

You are asking reinsurance because you are very stressed for the secondary affects of that weed you have smoked. Try not to ruminate or checking your sensations. Postpone a few hours and see if you still worry about that feeling while you engage in others activities.

I know that’s normal. You are responding to the OCD thoughts so it keeps coming back as it wants an answer. And to answer anxiety can make you feel unbeliable things : muscles pains, digestives issues, dizziness, headaches... plus if like me you have somatic OCD, you are hyper aware and focus on all body’s sensations and weirdness and you over worry about them until going to catastrophic scenarios.

The weed these days is too strong. I had an edible and the shit made me hella paranoid. Still deal with it. But just know you can get through it!

My OCD was triggered by a long amount of time with substance abuse of weed. I denied it for a long time but the amount of mental health professionals who had to sit me down and explain that YES weed 100% negatively effects the brain,it eventually sunk in. It's really terrible the hype and Internet community that encourage cannabis culture. Whether it's the false claims of healing/ it being "non addictive"/ or that paranoia does not happen if you get the right strain. Once you dig around you will come to find the mass amounts of people whose mental health has been severely damaged because of weed. Things can get better, the brain can recover from the harm, but it takes time. What helped me was looking at reasons why I smoked in the first place. My reasons were that I hated myself, I hated my environment, I was overwhelmed with anxiety and paranoia so I wanted to escape it by getting high. Of course, ironically cannabis only adds to anxiety, depression, lack of motivation, lack of desire for anything. It also made me more isolated and selfish because I didn't want to be around anyone sober, or anyone who did not smoke. And if someone got in the way of me getting high it would really irritate me-- the selfishness of addiction. I Just wanting to escape and get high. But truly escaping the oppression of your mind is not found in cannabis. I don't know why😅 but it also helped me to think about if I had a child would I want them to smoke weed? Would I let a child smoke weed? No, not at all! So why do I want to do it to myself? You will get better, but please, consider letting go of this detrimental habit. I know it will only happen if you chose it, because everyone could have told me the hundreds of reasons not to smoke but I wanted to do it! It was only until I decided I needed to help myself the change happened. Take care

Anna how old are you? I know it doesn't seem a big deal now, but tampering with any drug or abuse is not wise. It's not foolish. Take care

I been worrying for a while Week now

My brain tells me I have too smoke again “too feel normal”

Will I get back too normal

You mean in general or if you smoke again ?

And I only did four puffs so I do not think it would do anything

I thought they do not do that?

Weed is only short term. U all will be fine. The sativa strain is the one that can cause paranoia, Indica strain will relax and make most people sleepy. Couple of hits will be gone by the next day.

Cause I know there is weed like blue dream and stuff too