My HOCD is spiking a lot more today bc of certain triggers. However I wanna go on vacation with my boyfriend soon. Hopefully then my ocd will give me some peace as we’ll be with family and I’ll have him the whole time

My HOCD is always in my head. Its a constant voice speaking to me all day. I tend to just block it off & keep busy. But when certain triggers happen.. it brings on the anxiety. Im hoping being on vacation helps you just enjoy your vacation & the time you have with your family!! Being with family & friends always seems to help.

Yep! It spikes when i read articles referring to lesbians! Or shows! But i try to just say “this is okay”. “ & i will be okay” .

I agree! Just want to go back to the old me....and stop doubting myself.

However being with friends & family always help distract!!

@Sunshine1 me too, it’s gotten much better though and I’m able to say I’m straight again without CONSTANT doubt, just stuff in the back of my head

Are all of my comments comming thru? Bc they arent showing on my end lol

@Sunshine1 haha yeah they’re showing. And trust me anything to do with anything lgbt triggers me ?

Another one of my triggers is when I see like a happy straight couple....scared I’ll never be like that again! Even though I’ve always wanted to fall in love with a man and have kids.....

Yep. Same here. Its crazy this feeling! Specially when im having a good day. & i always have that person in my head like telling me to think otherwise! Always making me feel “different”! Stay positive! Thats all i can say. I have a daughter who i love so much & i just try to stay positive for her :)