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- gustave
- Date posted
- 4y ago
My psychiatrist got concerned when I told him I was still having suicidal thoughts. Took a while to convince him they were intrusive thoughts.
Not really. I mean whenever I mentioned mine my therapist would go through the usual egodystonic thoughts and help me see that I'm at an incredibly low risk of acting in them. Only real 'negwtive" reaction was as a teen when I had a REALLY rough patch- and it wasn't even so much the intrusive thoughts but that my intrusive thoughts were toeing into self harm that made my parents take away my pocket knives and such. Got them back after I got thru it, but looking back that wasn't even really a "negative" reaction so much so as making sure I was safe.
I’m wondering too. I was really suprised the therapist that wasn’t even an ocd specialist wasn’t in shock when I told her I was scared I molested a child. At that point my ocd was so severe I almost wanted to turn myself into the police so they could investigate and see if it actually happened because I’d rather know for sure and risk being punished and then at least I’d be punished how I should be and not constantly feel like maybe I should be. But I guess it was very obvious because of my stress levels and confusion I probably did not
This. I used to hate babysitting little ones because they'd have accident I'd have to help clean and I'd be worried I molested them somehow.
I can understand that, I definitely avoid talking about certain obsessions since they are either going to be really shocking or of controversial nature.
Sorry I’m really tired and that post hardly makes sense but I hope you get the idea
My guess is these therapists are newer to practice. I started a masters program in counseling and didn’t finish because I didn’t think I could handle the responsibility of seeing patients. When the topic of ethics would get brought up, there was such a grey area on what to report and what falls under confidentiality. I imagine it would be extremely nerve racking in the beginning wondering if someone with intrusive thoughts could follow through and if they should report it
So I’ve had some anxiety crop up related to POCD this week. Intrusive thoughts, etc. it’s happened once before but I wasn’t educated on OCD then or seeing my therapist so I’ve never talked about it. I’m terrified to tell my therapist because I’m terrified of being reported. I’ve never done anything harmful or even WANTED to do anything harmful. I am NOT a danger and I know it! I just want help dealing with the thoughts but am scared to share in therapy. Anyone else experience this?
I’ve been diagnosed with OCD (strongest HOCD) and have worked on it with a therapist for the past 5 years. It got better, while not completely going away. But now that I have a boyfriend and the stakes seem to be much higher in my mind, my HOCD and ROCD have big time flared up. I went to a psychiatrist to consider options of medication to someone who said he treats OCD. HE HAD NO IDEA WHAT HOCD OR ROCD OR ANYTHING WAS and told me that I may be bi-sexual etc. etc. etc. My therapist told me that this happens so often due to lack of understanding. Has anyone had a similar experience with someone misdiagnosing you and saying your intrusive thoughts might actually be true?
A few of us have mentioned being fearful of sharing some of our darkest OCD thoughts with our therapist. For those that have shared with their therapist, what made you feel OK enough to do that? It could be helpful to the rest of us.
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