CantFindRelief
- Date posted
- 4y
ButterflyStarButterflyStar
- Date posted
- 4y
Hey!! WE are here for you!!! Would you like to talk? Many people have felt the same. I know I have. I was suicidal for a number of months when my ocd started. I am here to be an ear!! Life won't always be like this. That's a guarantee 100% Please hold on. Please reply to us
CantFindReliefCantFindRelief
- Date posted
- 4y
I'm not sure if I can kill myself, because everytime I try, I just got pulled back by OCD, the obsession stopping me to never leave this world... (when I really want) I really have no one to actually care for me... The point in life I've reached, it hurts a lot... I've been hurting a lot for a long time now... I believe it's better to kill myself when there's just pain left rather to torture myself every day. This condition I'm living in is worse than death... It really hurts a lot...
LAHsagnaLAHsagna
- Date posted
- 4y
Hey, I’m sorry you’re going through this pain. I really do know how it feels. I’ve actually been having pretty much the same feeling for the past few days. It’s hard to keep existing sometimes. But it will be worth it in the end and you will feel better. Just do whatever it takes to survive as long as you have to, until you don’t have to try so hard anymore. It will be worth it. And more people care about you than you think. I care about you and I don’t even know you
garden garden
- Date posted
- 4y
I’m so sorry you’re hurting. I care for you and pray you get the recovery you deserve. I promise there’s another side to this pain that isn’t death
ButterflyStarButterflyStar
- Date posted
- 4y
How are you doing? You have been on my thoughts frequently and just wanted to check in to see if you're still here.
CantFindReliefCantFindRelief
- Date posted
- 4y
I'm thankful to all of you for helping me out... Please don't think much about me as living with OCD must not be easy on you too... I wish I wasn't born with this disorder. Now that I have, I know I've tried my best. I just needed to talk to you people.....
ButterflyStarButterflyStar
- Date posted
- 4y
So great to hear back from you 😊😊 Yes, you are not alone. Post any time you need. 😊
garden garden
- Date posted
- 4y
We’re always here for you! You’re trying your best and we’re so proud.
hanajadehanajade
- Date posted
- 4y
I’m sorry to hear that. Have you tried doing erp exercises and taking medication to help with your ocd?
CantFindReliefCantFindRelief
- Date posted
- 4y
I've tried them... I've no one that has really helped me to overcome this. Noe it feels my soul has left my body. There's no life left in me...
hanajadehanajade
- Date posted
- 4y
@CantFindRelief Have you spoken to a ocd specialist who may be able to help you out and have you tried taking a different medication?
garden garden
- Date posted
- 4y
I’m here for you if you need me. Though I may not feel how you feel, I can try my best to understand :)
ButterflyStarButterflyStar
- Date posted
- 4y
I understand. I say those words not in vain, I genuinely understand. This is the hardest and darkest days of your life... Well done for not giving into the temptation to end your life. Life can begin to start living again, with TIME♥️. And you deserve that time! Idk if you have thought of this, but I genuinely found help about 4/5 times ringing suicide helplines.. You might be surprised to find a kind and listening ear on the other end of the phone. Would you ever think about ringing one? I will pray for you now, and I wil so pray that if you ring that you will be matched with a kind person who gives you a portion of hope to hold on to. I don't know you, but I know the One who knows you. God knows you and He has not turned His back on you in this suffering!! He is there. Jesus said these words and it's actually a verse that always used to catch my eye on billboards and signs before I was a Christian and I used to think Christians were the most niave and boring people on earth. Jesus said: Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”Matthew 12:28-30. Do you feel weary and burdened? 😞😞😞 I promise you, there is help!! If someone threw you a life float when you are drowning would you take it or push it away? Please take this life float. I want to help you. Jesus WILL help YOU. You PERSONALLY . He will do it 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌
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