Can someone with hocd tell how it is for them? When i first got it it was so bad, my anxiety was so bad i couldnt sleep, i was 100% sure i was straight but couldnt stop fearing i was gay. It went away completely for about 2 weeks and it came back and now its been 3 months and its still here :( i dont think its going away, its so much different, its causing me attraction and other stuff i didnt have before, which is making me feel like i am gay. I hate it. It feels like im lying to myself now when i say i want to be straight. UGH