I need advice...So both of my parents know what's going on with me, they don't know every thought and every detail but they also don't believe it's ocd. They think that's I'm just putting myself through this and only I can control it but unfortunately I can't all by myself. My dad thinks I need therapy but my mom doesn't believe in therapy and that I'm self diagnosing when I truly believe it's OCD. I really hope so because I'm scared to death of what goes on in my head it makes it really hard to focus or function. I ask for reassurance from my parents all the time and they are getting tired of me. Well when one obsessive thought goes away, I start obsessing about something else and I can't seem to stop. Like today I've been worried about a mistake I made in the past that to me was the worst thing I've ever done and I hate myself for it, I told both my parents about it and they both told me to let it go but it's really hard to. I have anxiety because of it, guilt, shame, and I can't get it out of my head because I don't believe I deserve to be forgiven (I am Christian so I believe God forgives me but I don't forgive myself).. Well I mentioned it again to my dad and he told me that I'm being too stubborn about it because I won't let it go. Why is it so hard for me to just let it go? Am I really making it worse than it really is? If I have OCD could it be that making it worse? I'm so tired of all of this I could scream. I want to go back to normal 😭

Anon4

Date posted: 4y

I would ask for them to give you a chance and let you meet with an ocd specialist to see if they think you have ocd. Maybe if you get a diagnosis, they’ll let you do therapy. And if not, I know there are a lot of self help ocd resources out there that I’m sure if you asked about on here people would give you links to. Unfortunately, your parents just don’t understand the nature of this disorder. Hopefully, they’ll let you meet with someone for a diagnosis and if not, there are other ways to get help. I’m sorry, friend.

Magzzz

Date posted: 4y

Everytime I mention it they get frustrated with me so its pointless really. It's rough. I feel so misunderstood but thank you. I will see if I can research some stuff

Anon4

Date posted: 4y

@Staystrong❤ I’m not sure how old you are or your financial situation, but if you are able to afford it on your own, NOCD is relatively cheap compared to other services. It definitely costs a pretty penny, but compared to other therapists...it’s not too bad. They might have some specials coming up or something too. I would call the number and see what your options are.

Magzzz

Date posted: 4y

@MegB I'm 21. I work and I do have insurance but I don't think it covers it. Right now I just can't afford it.

Anon4

Date posted: 4y

@Staystrong❤ Completely understandable. I’m sorry things aren’t working out the way they should be. I’d definitely look into some self help guides for ocd.

Ben84

Date posted: 4y

At the very least understand that you are not self-diagnosing. Based on what you wrote, your parents are doing the self-diagnosing. Would they be willing to at least let you see a doctor?

Magzzz

Date posted: 4y

I would be able to myself but my mom isn't very emotionally supportive, my dad thinks I should get one but I just need help. I don't want to do this all by myself ya know? I wanna have that support while I'm going through it but my mom especially gets mad whenever I even bring up therapy. I'm going to look into it though

Magzzz

Date posted: 4y

@Staystrong❤ Also it's being able to afford it as well. I work and I have insurance but it's still pretty pricy for me

Date posted: 4y

I can't say anything that hasn't been said except it's amazing that you have kept your faith. Mine has been very tested recently because of this. If you would like I can pray for you tonight.

Magzzz

Date posted: 4y

It's been really hard but I've been trying my best to do what I need to do but I just keep falling apart. I would really love that thank you and I will do the same for you as well 🙏🏻

Date posted: 4y

@Staystrong❤ Anything specific you want me to say?

Magzzz

Date posted: 4y

@Nate L I'm not sure honestly how to word it just what God puts on your heart. I truly appreciate it

Date posted: 4y

@Staystrong❤ It's nothing much. If a few words can help a person in need I'll go for it.

Magzzz

Date posted: 4y

That's very nice of you. God bless you and I wish you all the best

Date posted: 4y

Thank you! You'll get out of this eventually, stay strong

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