I have begun starting to hate people an I feel so angry when I see others happy because I’m struggling so much it breaks my heart that I have nothing or no one I feel so unlovable so seeing people happy makes feel resentful I can’t help it

Thank yous it’s just I’m having panic attacks all the time thinking I have a serious illness an I Carnt live my life normally so seeing others happy an have a nice life is to much for me to see I hate how unfair it is I know this sounds like self pity but I just wish things will change I don’t want to suffer no more I just want to be happy have a family of my own do things everyone else gets to do you know

I can relate. I felt really down the other day thinking how life would be so much better without OCD. I allowed myself to feel the feelings. I cried. And eventually I came through on the other side. Not happy or full of gratitude per se, but feeling like maybe I could still have a good life. There’s hope. Even if it’s hard to find sometimes.

Yes remember everyone struggles in different ways some more than others some less than others.

I know I done the worst thing I could an started looking at Instagram when I was already feeling down an seeing couples an people all out an about happy actually made me really angry an upset I know that’s not a good way to be but it’s just because I’m so frustrated

Did you put these things in your head ? Or other’s opinions about you ? I’m glad you have hope also.

If you think your life is miserable have you ever tried to make it better or do something like an interesting hobby or something that makes you feel alive?

If you ever need to talk I’m open to it if you are.

I’m sorry to hear that. We totally understand what you are going through. We can get through this together and we are all here for you.

I have been through this , and it passes , dont worry , sometimes the only thing you need to do , is just waiting

waiting for this sheet pass away. Cause it really goes away. Nothing is permanent

If I’m being completely honest I think it’s because I hate myself an don’t feel like anyone else could like me so seeing people happy an things just reminds me of how alone I am I wish it was me that could be someone good

Where did all this self hate come from :(

Just the way my life is i don’t have anybody I never go out I’m ugly my life is really miserable I just hope things change for me that’s what keeps me going the hope things will change