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- BeachedMermaid
- Date posted
- 3y ago
THIS!!! THIS IS SUCH A BIG THING!! I’ve been wrestling with something that I know rationally to be true, but OCD wants it to be false. It’s the fact that God is too big to fit into my understanding. There is a strange battle between wanting to put trust in God and the illness saying no. I would remember that (at least the God I believe in) is understanding of every circumstance and knows that we are in an incredibly complicated world and sees our actions accordingly. Idk that’s just how I see it.
I totally agree. It’s super hard for me to appear uncertainty, so I feel like I’ve gotta know it all. But I know I can’t understand everything about God. Glad to know I’m not alone in this.
How come if we did something that is considered "weird" or many would say weird, how is it that we can feel so much guilt and shame if there was extenuating circumstances?
I’m also a Christian with OCD! I love everything everyone is telling you already. I just want to add some encouragement as well. It’s easy to feel that we are doubting or think we are sinning because of specific thoughts. However, Jesus knows our hearts. He knows who we are. He sees THROUGH our OCD and can recognize when the thoughts we have are OCD and not us. I find peace in that. It’s so special to me that he knows ME and knows my future. Yes, the future terrifies me, just in general. But really only because I can’t know it. However, that isn’t a reason to not try to live to the fullest and continue to live/give your life to Christ. A life verse of mine is 2 Corinthians 4:18 - “So we don’t look at the troubles we can see now; rather, we fix our gaze on things that cannot be seen. For the things we see now will soon be gone, but the things we cannot see will last forever.” Also, remember that Jesus came so that we would have LIFE and have it to the FULL. He is for you, friend.
Thank you so much for the kind words and encouragement! Everyone has been so supportive on here! I do have to remeber that Jesus knows my OCD thoughts are not me. I love that verse, I need to remember that in times of anxiety! I do believe that God wants me to overcome this battle, and be even stronger on the other side. 💕
Your OCD will mess up everything. I'm a christian and I have OCD. I like the teaching about thus with mark de jesus on you tube, about OCD. He is not a therapist, but it's very good stuff. To be christian is not about following rules, its a relationship with a loving God.
That’s a good way of putting it. I’ve heard a lot of people say that OCD messes with the things most important to us, so it makes sense.
I will really recommend Mark Dejesus on you tube, he speaks about the typical OCD distortions in a very good way. You know even bible reading can be a compulsion, and he brings all this stuff up. I like the way he speaks about doing exposures abd leaning in to the love of God. I believe in that.
Yeah, I’ve seen his videos, he’s great. Thanks for recommending him before. I like how he talks about a lot of stuff that no one talks about with mental health and faith.
@BeachedMermaid Gladd to hear😊
I too am a Christian with ocd. I feel for you. Reading the Bible will help you become closer to God. Knowing Jesus died for the sins of the world and gives eternal life to believers is incredibly comforting. Other things that helped are the website ocd and Christianity with Ian Osborn and watching Bible verses for anxiety and fear on you tube.
Hi everyone, I think I’ve struggled with OCD since I was a child but it’s seriously effecting my life now. I think I have what you would call Philosophical/ Existential OCD. I can’t stop questioning my reality, the truth of reality and the universe, enlightenment, Christianity, solipsism, god, myself, my own existence. It never ends. I don’t really know what to do anymore. I think I have Pure O, but I also compulsively google my questions and search through the answers for hours until I feel calm. The peace lasts all of 5 minutes and then I’m googling another question. It’s so stupid because I know the meaning of life isn’t found on the internet but I can’t handle it all on my own in my head.
Can anyone relate to this?: I wanted to fix my OCD (aggressive and sexual) by turning to spirituality and spiritual teachings (A Course in Miracles). Now the OCD uses the spiritual content to torture me with existential thoughts and worries all day, for example: „the world is an illusion“ or „you’re just dreaming this — you have to ‚wake up‘“. Problem is that these ocd thoughts are backed up by the spiritual literature. I don’t know what to believe in anymore and if I try to figure that out, I’m back in the ocd cycle again.
Has OCD ever kicked in whenever you felt God’s presence? I felt like it’s been this way for me many times. I could get peaceful and then thoughts could come into my head and I wouldn’t like it at all. Can OCD do this?
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