- Username
- soworried
- Date posted
- 5y ago
hey, it just means your anxiety is getting better and your thoughts are becoming more bareable! ocd likes to use this to trick people into thinking they like their thoughts or that they are okay with them or that the thoughts are real. they aren’t. they’re just thoughts. they’re just as intrusive and upsetting as they always have been, and you are not a bad person:) stay strong, ive beat my pocd obsession (in exchange for new ones of course) but i know the hell your in, and i know you are stronger than OCD
I’m going through the same. Exactly the same.
You’re definitely not alone! I have disgusting and horrible thoughts about children and even child abusers, too. My OCD comes up with the most aggressive sentences, thoughts or ideas I could’ve ever imagined. Plus, I don’t think pedophiles are bad people either. They can’t change what they are but they can change how they behave and as long as they do this, they are no horrible people.
Really I thought it was getting worse well I really hope ur right thank u so much u have really helped me
Did u really have the same like being a pedo isnt that bad as ppl keep going on about it’s not like ur killing them or something n also ocd also said that the spoilt brats deserve it and properly like it why does this mean I can’t stand to think I’m ok with this n if it wasn’t for my bf correcting me saying no it is the most worst thing in the world I could have been ok with it or felt confused fuck knows anymore I really hope I’m not a bad person I don’t no any of my feelings anymore I don’t no if I’m scared or disgusted by the thoughts n feelings n urges r u going through what I’m going through I’m not alone right???
But thank u for the help
I used to be very opinionated about basic human rights. I was so strongly against anything that would cause harm to other human beings, like hate crimes, rape etc. but now with my pocd even tho I still am against all that I feel as if I’m one of the people who are causing harm to others and that I should go to jail.I’m generally very empathetic and I can’t watch anything bad on tv cause I just feel bad, but my pocd has ruined me, I feel as if I’ll never be the same and I am so young and so tired, I feel like giving up
I swore I wasn't going to tell anyone this or even try to post about it but lately it been feeling like I have just been fighting with myself. I remember when I was a %100 sure that I wasn't the type of person to be creep twords anybody but now im so unsure, like one min I would know im not attracted to kids then the next I have to constantly ask myself if I am and even that I still wouldn't be sure or think I do want that. Imagies and thoughts would keep popping up in my mind and it feels like a boxing ring trying to just fix them, I remember when I would scream and cry to these thoughts and feelings but now I just feel numb.. it feels like my morals have been switched and im just in denial about me not being a pedo. I obviously dont want to be a pedophile but now it feels like thats just what I am now and there will be nothing to ever change that part of me.
Why is my brain telling me that I wouldn’t mind being a p, that I could live with it and be fine with it, and I am really a p because my situation is too unique…. I didn’t agree with it but I allowed myself to think about this, and it just made me feel like I did agree to it. I’m worried that I’m lying to myself, I really don’t want to turn to into this person, my WHOLE LIFE i was attracted to older people and never ever felt this way until now (false attraction) it makes me so convinced and it puts me in a dark space. It’s hard to think right now.
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