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Please don't hurt yourself!!!!!!!!!! Don't let OCD win!!!!! You're amazing! And TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THIS if you continue to seek proper OCD help. With whatever that is. YouTube videos, zoom therapy, in person therapy.. etc. YOU WILL GET BETTER TRUST ME 💖💖 I was in the worst of it a while ago. I understand how awful it is. But the good part about it is I'm getting better! And I believe you will too if you continue on! Can you continue on with your therapy with whatever you finds fits your budget!! YOU GOT THIS! Sending a prayer your way 💞💕💝
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Accidentally put can you in front of my sentence in that post....
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How old are you? If you’re in high school, take comfort knowing that while school is important, your performance as a 14-18 year old will not define the rest of your life. Focus on you and getting into a comfortable place in your life!
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I’m a junior in college I feel my life is ruined because of my fucking ocd and the mistakes I’ve made
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@snva You haven’t. You’re going to get through this, even if it seems difficult to imagine right now
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Please don't hurt yourself. I know its hard but your life isn't worth a test. I have had so much trouble focusing. OCD is so frustrating but you are so much more important than OCD thinks as well 💓
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It’s not just the test that’s making me s**cidal but yeah. I will try thanks for your words
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@snva I definitely understand. Just adds to it 😟 i know how you feel. Past mistakes and current OCD thoughts have definitely sent me to my breaking point and believing I didn't even matter. Hope you will be okay 💓
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Please do not hurt yourself! You know why, cuz you’re amazing! Everyone is so valuable on this earth, we all have something to offer. When things get hard please remeber that things could get better. With therapy and ERP there is hope. Are you getting treatment? You will be a success story, I just know it! Also grades aren’t more important than your mental health, so give yourself a break. Praying for you! ❤️💕🙏
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Yes!!
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You are f*cking loved. And incredibly strong. You've got this. Here for you 💕💕💕
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so I feel like I’m finally having an academic comeback after years of failing & I’m currently looking at pinterest for that motivation. there are videos that are helpful tools for college students like websites that read chapter books and summarize/create notes & it seems pretty cool. but I somehow deny using those tools bc it feels like I’m cheating. my mind is like, “no, you will study the TRADITIONAL way (which idek what it rlly is)” I don’t know why my brain is doing this to me. I feel like these apps could be beneficial to my learning. what’s ironic is that I literally googled all my assignment answers for one class at the last minute to get some grades in. this is a retake class but because I was so behind on everything, I just looked up the answers. so that really does count as cheating. like bruh 😭 I did it to save myself from a bad class grade. I’m definitely going to study the rest of this semester. I have officially began taking notes and actually doing schoolwork. someone help me!!! these videos look like great resources but my mind is telling me otherwise. another thing is that I’m still lost on what to major in. I keep changing career choices and my head’s gonna explode. there are so many things I wanna say but I don’t want the post to be long. I just want to get good grades and understand the material!!! someone help me >n<
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TW// suicidal ideation There are things I want to do like i have an interview tomorrow for an exciting internship, but i also feel like I kinda don't wanna be here anymore. I'm not actively trying to do things to end my life, but I'm getting more and more tired of the same shit every day and i don't think I even want to come to terms with it and live for the next 40 or 50 years. maybe my constitution just sucks but idk if that's something I want. I don't want to accept OCD. im exhausted and frustrated. I don't want this in my life. But I'm not sure I want a life anymore anyways.
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the concept of death & existence is ruining my life rn 😭 im losing so much sleep. i try to close my eyes & all my brain wants to do is try to wrap itself around the idea of what not existing feels like & i get this sinking feeling that grows & grows until my eyes snap open & i have to go back on my phone to distract myself until im literally too exhausted to keep my head up & my body forces me to sleep. it makes having the motivation to do anything hard because all i can think is "it wont matter when i die". it sucks because i know that having MORE in my life might actually improve this, im 21 unemployed still living at home with ASD & i know once i have a job that will definitely give me more to focus on & other stresses to have lol, but i feel like im stuck in the endless cycle of "not having a life makes me worried im wasting my life & itll all be over so fast" & then "being so stressed about my life & time passing is exhausting & makes it too hard to find the motivation to do anything other than sit here" & repeat. spirituality is hard because i like thinking that way, like afterlife & shit, but i worry that im just "in denial" & using it as an unhealthy coping mechanism that leads to magical thinking thoughts. then its like i have some sort of meta ocd spiral obsessing over if what im doing is bad & unhealthy for my ocd or not. i LIKE being spiritual but im worrying im hurting myself & doing a compulsion thinking that way. it also doesnt help that religious spaces have hurt & traumatized so many people & im terrified of being apart of a "delusional" community that spreads a false narrative & attacks anyone that doesnt agree with them. i know i am not like that but i worry im still apart of the problem even thinking this way. at the end of the day no one knows the truth, no one knows what happens after death. im just struggling to sit with the uncertainty. it is so late rn idk of any of my words make sense lol
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