If I walk through doors or door frames or walk through something like with wall near it or somwthing big or small or whatever near it and my mouths open/didn't breathe right/didn't do something right/didn't do something. I keep doing it but i keep like spitting ish, not like actual spitting but like making saliva bubbles and i feel like it helps but i dont know if it does, The thing is I got told i dont even have ocd, i got told its stress and anxiety resulting in ocd things, everytime I think about it I want to cry, the thought of someone thinking they know better than me ABOUT ME (I know they do know better but it angers and upsets me) MY FRIEND TOLD ME TO SEND THE FOLLOWING TO MY MUM AND SHE WROTE/ TYPED. IT "Dear Miss Eastwood, Hii so i am Charley one of lillys best mates, you havent met me before but i went to her primary, so ik lilly had a call from Cahms on monday over her mental health and the results came back saying she was completely fine and she has no problems, well thats where its kind of confusing, lilly told me not to tell you this but i am sick of her feeling like no one understands how she feels or that she feels like a mong, but i am going to tell you anyway cos lillys mental health matters the most to me and i am sure it does to you aswell, lilly has stated to me "Apparently when I've told them i can't eat I can't even brush my teeth or get in the bath can't even walk through a door or a door frame but don't worry I'm fine" in this sentence it shows that lilly is not okayy she struggles to do simple everyday tasks clearly there is something not okay with her, one night poor lilly messaged me saying she couldnt eat her tea, i had to force her to eat something even if it was one mouthful so i knew she had something in her belly, she had a couple of beans that night, she didnt want to eat cos she didnt want to repeat things as it drained her, a 13 year old girl cant eat, drink, charge her phone, have a bath, walk, talk, message at all but yet there is nothing wrong with her, lilly has messaged me multipul times crying asking for help, wondering why God made her like this and thinking nothing will ever get better, it hurts me soo much knowing that lilly (part 1)" ".... knowing that lilly isnt getting the help and support of her family at all, she feels like a mong whenever she has too repeat things because that isnt 'normal' she feels as though she has to say sorry after repeating things which she shouldnt have too, i am not trying to make you feel guilty at all about this but i want you to know that lilly is not okayy and isnt the happy little girl anymore, she goes to bed everynight crying wondering why she aint normal and why everyone thinks nothing is wrong with her, it annoys me that no one is taking her seriously anymore, she feels as though the only people supporting her are her closest friends, i have told her so many times that things are going to get better and its okayy not to be okayy, i have told her inspirational quotes that have helped me such as 'a glowstick has to break before it can glow' i have told her to follow accounts on imstagram that help her mental health because she needs support, i have done so much for this girl and when she finally gets better someone hurts her again and no one at home helps her, i know you have heard some of this before and there is more but as a best friend to lilly i feel like this needs adressing, also it is mental health awarness month and lillys mental health i s getting pushed aside. " "part 2" "...... why should a little girls mental health get ignored, idc if u think nothing is wrong with her, this girl is struggling no matter what some 'special' doctor says. Sorry about this i hoep things inprove now you know if you want to know anything else feel free to ask me and lilly cos lilly isnt going to suffer in silence anymore its time she gets her voice heard. hope you have a nice weekend and stay safe. Charley x"