God is Alive Hope this helps someone. I know he is I have proof. Nothing to do with OCD.

So wonderful. He told me that everything was going to be alright over the summer and that he loved me dearly. Even though this has been hard over the months,His love is still wonderful!

It feels like he’s silent. Especially through my HOCD and POCD. You should read my posts and you’ll understand the context. But right now it feels like he isn’t there, and that everything’s empty.....

@POCDBREAKDOWNHELL He is there

@Bryan Please respond to my POCD posts if you can... because right now... it feels empty and that he isn’t there....

@POCDBREAKDOWNHELL We have been here all of us thru this darkness you describe rock bottom depression and hell, and he is there he loves you. I promise he is there.

@POCDBREAKDOWNHELL I am 35 been dealing with OCD since I was 6 years old it’s tough it’s not a easy life but OCD puts our thoughts under a magnifying glass this isn’t your fault he doesn’t want you to suffer either. I understand your feelings right now I do

@POCDBREAKDOWNHELL I will read your posts

@Bryan I hope he loves me. Cause right now it doesn’t feel like it. I want to die honestly

@Bryan Did you read my posts?

@POCDBREAKDOWNHELL I’m so sorry you’re dealing with this. Not sure if you are in therapy but there are definitely tools to help us feel better. When my ocd journey started I just thought God would heal me instantly because I have seen him do that but he hasn’t and I read somewhere that sometimes God heals us instantly but sometimes he leads us through to the healing. Of course we don’t inderstand the latter because it is harder and it makes us question His love for us but He does work everything out for our good even if we can’t see it or feel it right now. You know he proved his love just look at the cross my brother. Martin Luther the father of the reformation suffered from ocd and depression. Look what the Lord did through him. We are always here for you friend.

@Dre83 You should read my posts. You’ll understand why I’m freaking out about this the way I am... it’s horrible... no one deserves ocd pain

@POCDBREAKDOWNHELL When did you post because I went back 24hrs and I didn’t see nothing from you

@Dre83 I’d rather die than be a disgusting pedo or a MAP in denial.....

@POCDBREAKDOWNHELL I get it bro. I have murdering thoughts. I know your pain but wheeler is the evidence that we are either of these things?

@Dre83 Did you read the story? I hope you did. That will give you insight. I hope it didn’t get shadowbanned again. I wrote it in the comments here.

@POCDBREAKDOWNHELL Yeah it did bro. I had a notification but there was nothing there when I clicked on it. Why are they shadowbanning it

@POCDBREAKDOWNHELL It’s not showing up bro