Anybody else start to feel less anxious but still very uncertain and confused about a theme?

Same bro. I feel so depressed and down because of it. I want to be on a side

And yes I relate to u so much

@Hocdtrynaruinmylife It’s weird cause I know I’m not gay but I don’t really feel like anything

@Gosu123 Exactly I can relate to u. I am still sensitive to girls ( I am girl) and I am not attracted to guys anymore

@Hocdtrynaruinmylife I have a girlfriend as well which obviously makes it tough but sometimes I can see the attraction and I get the warm feeling but it’s always glimpses before it’s tooo away from me again

@Gosu123 Wait u see attraction , but can't feel it? The warm feeling also doesn't last for a while , does it?

@Hocdtrynaruinmylife Not really no but sometimes I look at her and I feel normal and good but most of the time it’s like a constant reminder of what these questions

I’m less anxious from being in recovery and doing erp

@Hocdtrynaruinmylife a lot of people Bc we are just waiting for that anxiety as “proof” that “ yes ! We have ocd !” sometimes during ERP, it’s not there Bc 1. We expect it to be and 2. We know what’s coming so it’s different than the anxiety that comes w the thoughts. AND also sometimes when ur body gets so accustomed to feeling anxious 24/7 it will just stop being anxious and it can manifest in different ways that aren’t always that anxiety’ feeling ‘ we r familiar with.

@222 oh sorry I was responding to a different comment but it’s gone now ! :(

@222 This comment wasn't meant for me?

@222 Can you suggest me something?

@Hocdtrynaruinmylife hi!! What’s up! And I think my comment earlier I was specifically replying to one Thats gone now but it’s a general thing too that we should all keep in mind 😊

@222 Can you suggest something my friend ?

@Hocdtrynaruinmylife I don't get anxious a lot and erp isn't even triggering or helping me. I think I am in this situation

@Hocdtrynaruinmylife I kinda get this

@Gosu123 Do u still experience loss of attraction?

@Hocdtrynaruinmylife Yes and I’m still sensitive to guys

@Gosu123 But I don’t get the thoughts as much and I don’t really feel anxious to be honest I don’t really feel anything.