I honestly just need somewhere to vent because I have nobody to talk to. My boyfriend and I live together, and he hasn't had a job since March 9. We just moved into a new apartment, which took our savings from about $8500 down to $1300 (bought a new couch, bed, had to pay on both apartments for a month while transitioning into the new place). Even when we both worked and made $15 an hour, I was always so worried about money and I would cry anytime we spent money on anything. I make $13 an hour at my new job, and even if I work 40 hours a week, it still would not cover our bills (about $2000). Ever since he quit the job in March, he has had 3 different jobs which he has quit within 3 days of starting. He just says they aren't what he's looking for. These next 2 weeks my store manager is on vacation so they are letting me work as many hours as I want to. I will work about 45 this week and 54 next week (after working 45 last week). I have tried to get my boyfriend to doordash but he says he doesn't want to do it alone. We have gotten into multiple arguments, but in the end I can't win. I even had a thought last week of kicking him out. I just feel so alone and I can't talk to my family about it because I don't want them to judge and think he's a bum. I can't even talk to my best friend about it because she says "I don't know what to tell you" anytime I vent to her about him. I'm sorry for the long rant, I just needed somewhere to put my thoughts before I explode