Most of the time I just feel like a major loser. I am 20 and I don't have a job because I'm scared to get one and I hardly have friends and I have never had a boyfriend. i still live with my parents too. I can probably graduate college next year and I am not ready. I dont know what I want to do after college and I feel like my life has no future most of the time. I will probably die alone because I have no idea how to even meet people and I am afraid I won't ever get my life together :(

Try not to compare yourself to others my friend. God made you for a reason. There is a purpose for your life. You will find your spark.

You have already dug your own grave. If you are truly looking for recovery, that negative self talk is low hanging fruit.

I’m sorry to hear you speak about yourself so negatively. I’m 24 and my college experience has been shattered by OCD, and as a result I had to stay back 3 years! I still live with my mum, trying to get my last year of college done isolated at home. I always wish I was 20 again because of all the things I know I’d do different. Look up, You’re still very young and the possibilities are endless

I lived with my parents until I was 29, but let me tell you, it was a blessed 29 years of being close to them, not many are lucky to have that. Be grateful you are with your parents, you're only 20, you're soo young, life is scary when faced alone but you're never alone! You're not a lover, you don't have to listen nor follow anyone else's life plan. Take the time to love your parents and appreciate being with them, start a hobby, something you really like doin, eat whatever you like to eat, make a schedule for your day and have small goals, simple, but complete them, you say you don't know how to make friends, but look now you have three new friends!!! My name is Cesar and I would love to be your friend! What's your favorite color? Mine is green because nature is green and I love nature

You can always start with a part time job with limited hours before moving to a full time job. You’re not a loser, moving out and growing up is hard especially with ocd working against you. You will find your way don’t worry.