this has nothing to do e ocd but i’m in a rlly rough place rn. my first love dumped me awhile ago, abs just recently we kinda starting talking again even tho ik he only wants me for my body, and he pressured me into sending him nudes, like he kept asking so i did it bc i thought maybe it would make him wanna get back with me and keep him in my life. i’m a good christian and i regret it so much. i’m scared he’s gonna tell people. someone just tell me i’m not a terrible person

He’s not the one

thank you :(( he’s not a good guy, and everyone warned me and there’s so much other stuff he’s done and i think i’m a good person and i wanna move on but first loves are tough

@kortnee Bro sometimes if I did something wrong I think I’m a bad person to the point I tell myself I’m not allow to listen to my favorite artist because if they found out what I did wrong they’ll hate me so I hate myself it’s weird

@kortnee I had a big crush on this guy all my elementary year I knew he didn’t feel the same way I know he isn’t my husband not eveyone desver me/you. Rejection means redirection LIFE GOES ON

@Peridottttt thank you!!!! and DUDE SAME whenever i feel like i did something wrong i literaly get so mad as mysler because i feel the need to be perfect. it’s so tiring

@kortnee Sometimes in life it’s about them auditioning for your show your Simon....tf they think they is... I am queen Nicki Minaj ..... You just a petty princess

@Peridottttt yasssss love that - abs one thing that helps me is thinking, the past is the past, i can’t change it, what i did was dumb but i can’t do anyrjing abt it now

@kortnee Smooth like butter....

spilllll i wanna know i’m not the only one

When I was a freshman I liked this guy. And we were texting and he asked me if I liked him. If I liked him he will too and if I didn’t he won’t. I told I did. But I when he asked me to date him I said “no I don’t want to date in highschool”.. he said you can ask me anything even “n” I told he meant the n word or a Nintendo cause he had one. But he said “Nudes” and I was panicking cause I thought he was sending one. I kept texting “STOP! STOp stopppp!” He was laughing “I was joking” but what if that was a cover up of him actually wanting to send nudes. Anyways I knew my worth and knew we were gonna break up so we never dated and never spoke since. But he sent me merry Christmas last December and a picture on insta which I never opened. Dumbass I really still be in his mind while I’ve alreayd moved on

@kortnee Just pray he doesn’t send it to the whole school

@kortnee Gurlll I spilled the tea oops-

@Peridottttt i honestly trust him, because he sent me a bunch of shit too so hopefully he won’t lol

thank you so much!! this helps alor

@kortnee Of course! It may be a painful experience but you got this! Everyone makes mistakes. Show yourself some grace :)