I hate myself sometimes. My ocd is rooted in the fear of schizophrenia. I told my friend something in my mind is more afraid of schizophrenia than bipolar disorder and she said I was gaslighting her. ( she has bipolar disorder and is a sociopath) she has also manipulated me in the past. I apologized but told her that she did not need to go off on me during my panic attack. My guy friend sides with her and idk I’m kinda losing it. I apologized there’s nothing more I can do

She got mad at me for asking for reassurance and “minimizing mental health” . Like I’m going to seek reassurance it’s a compulsion!

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