- Username
- alexandra.rocd
- Date posted
- 3y ago
hi! i know how tough ocd is i totally get it. i think if you are feeling like this and talking like that i think thatโs a sign to ask for help. getting help is the best thing you can do! also you got this you are so strong and iโm so incredibly proud of you. you probably hear this a lot but everything will truly get better. if you arenโt in therapy my advice is to get into it i started it a few months ago and i feel SO much better. i know you can do this and get better. wishing you the best and wishing you so much love and happiness:)
My dear OCD mate..! It's harsh for sure! It's painful! The chest is underpressure, the ticklings, we feel guilty in a way that most people have never experienced this before and yet you're not alone, at all! I'm not saying we should all become masochist lol no but still sufferings teach us to be humble and compassionate and brave, and often people having issues with themselves are the kindest, the purest, the brightest people and u know why? Because we don't fear to QUESTION our Deepself and this, is only reserved for brave hearts. it's far easier to follow the path of others,.. But it only makes us look like the others. You dare taking your own path, wanting to understand the essence of your life and life itself and this, is priceless. You're far more kind than you think you are I'm fully sure of that. Now you suffer, but soon you will rise from your battles and this day on you will be able to help others far more than if you didn't make through all this shit or if you had a "normal life". God is with you, do not forget that he fought and suffered for living being sins. That's why people suffering always have a special bound with him make sure of that mean people don't spend their time suffering questioning themselves or feeling constantly guilty, this is reserved for those having a good heart. The main aim of ur life isn't to suffer forever, the main aim is to connect with your Deepself with the help of God to finally find who you really are. This is something only braves can end up figure out so head high soldier and hold the line, soon the best reward of life shall come!
Itโs so indescribably difficult, dealing with ocd - I totally understand how hard it can hit:( But speaking from experience, I can tell you for sure, that seeking help from an ocd psychologist will help SO MUCH<3 I promise you, that you can get through this someday, but doing it by yourself will be too difficult, cause as you know, ocd is not a piece of cake! No one expects you to deal with this alone. No one<3 My advice is to seek help from a psychologist who either has ocd him/herself or who is specialized in the area. I got therapy before I got in touch with my ocd psychologist, and it was horrible. She misunderstood everything. So really, find someone who knows what he/she is talking about!<3 You will get better someday. Think about all the people who have gone through it and now feels better - that is gonna be you!! We all believe in you<3
thank you so so much!<3
@alexandra.rocd Of course<333 Let me know if you need anything!
@alexandra.rocd Do you feel better ocd mate? I do hope so! ๐
@Morpheus 75 today was rough as well but maybe i'll get help soon! my therapist gave me an appointment with a mental hospital the problem is that i take myself not seriously when i have a good hour (i slept and after my thoughts weren't that strong. of course i told myself "oh look you were making it up you just need attention") i hurt myself even more w it, i just need some rest and reasons to live
@alexandra.rocd * i don't take myself seriously sorry english isn't my first language
@alexandra.rocd Did you read my message about you being a soldier of god ๐๐? I'm not kidding about it, you're a real soldier and you must act like it. Be proud or yourself for your bravery about questioning yourself, it's a strength not a lot of people have, so again be proud of it ๐ช. It's a good thing to see a therapist, to talk about your beautiful difference of being who you are. But again, don't ever feel like you're alone in this difficult time, here is an app in which you're surrounded with a lot of people suffering like you because of our need to understand our deepself. I'm happy you're about to talk to a therapist to better understand your typical strength and stop underestimate yourself because the main you have in your chest juste prove how much your heart fight for the goodness. Again believe me, people being mean don't suffer from their sins, you have a good heart, but it's harsh to find the truth on earth, it's s certainly a gigantic test you're not the only one to take. Keep on the good work! Where do you from BTW?
@alexandra.rocd I understand! I really hope, that you will feel better through therapy<3 cause itโs so difficult getting things done, when you are in a bad state of mind! But what do you like to do? Do you have any hobbies, amusements or that sort of thing?๐
You can do this. Don't give up. You are strong and have so much to look forward to. This is just something we are going through right know. I know the feeling. We have to take it one day at a time. We got this.
Keep fighting Donโt be defeated BE DEFIANT
sending so much love ๐๐ i promise you that things will get better
A serious T/W I'm having a hard day and I don't think I will ever go through with this. Heading into the new year, I'm not happy. I've made a decision to ****** ****** at the end of the month of January. I'm a bit scared to explicitly say it, that's why I censored it. Pure Ocd/Real event have been taking a serious toll on me this year. I seriously don't know what to do. It's sad because there was many things I want to accomplish in life, such as graduating University, having the dream career I've always wanted as a child, and falling in love and started a family. I can't continue and I am ashamed of myself. Its difficult to wake up every day and there was a period where I developed insomnia and I couldn't eat well. The best option for me is to not be here anymore.
I'm so so so tired y'all... My homa teacher just told me that soon schools might announce that first semester exams are gonna be on June 2 or 3. My midterm test just finished this month... And it was hell. Lots of tears.. And I did absolutely terrible in math.. And... Now Again I gotta go through it all. I'm so tired.. I mean it.. I'm so tired.. very tired. Ocd, exhaustion.. procrastination... studies..... I'm just so tired and scared
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