i'm not sure if i'll be here in the end of this year. i can't do this anymore i'm fighting but i'm tired

hi! i know how tough ocd is i totally get it. i think if you are feeling like this and talking like that i think that’s a sign to ask for help. getting help is the best thing you can do! also you got this you are so strong and i’m so incredibly proud of you. you probably hear this a lot but everything will truly get better. if you aren’t in therapy my advice is to get into it i started it a few months ago and i feel SO much better. i know you can do this and get better. wishing you the best and wishing you so much love and happiness:)

My dear OCD mate..! It's harsh for sure! It's painful! The chest is underpressure, the ticklings, we feel guilty in a way that most people have never experienced this before and yet you're not alone, at all! I'm not saying we should all become masochist lol no but still sufferings teach us to be humble and compassionate and brave, and often people having issues with themselves are the kindest, the purest, the brightest people and u know why? Because we don't fear to QUESTION our Deepself and this, is only reserved for brave hearts. it's far easier to follow the path of others,.. But it only makes us look like the others. You dare taking your own path, wanting to understand the essence of your life and life itself and this, is priceless. You're far more kind than you think you are I'm fully sure of that. Now you suffer, but soon you will rise from your battles and this day on you will be able to help others far more than if you didn't make through all this shit or if you had a "normal life". God is with you, do not forget that he fought and suffered for living being sins. That's why people suffering always have a special bound with him make sure of that mean people don't spend their time suffering questioning themselves or feeling constantly guilty, this is reserved for those having a good heart. The main aim of ur life isn't to suffer forever, the main aim is to connect with your Deepself with the help of God to finally find who you really are. This is something only braves can end up figure out so head high soldier and hold the line, soon the best reward of life shall come!

It’s so indescribably difficult, dealing with ocd - I totally understand how hard it can hit:( But speaking from experience, I can tell you for sure, that seeking help from an ocd psychologist will help SO MUCH<3 I promise you, that you can get through this someday, but doing it by yourself will be too difficult, cause as you know, ocd is not a piece of cake! No one expects you to deal with this alone. No one<3 My advice is to seek help from a psychologist who either has ocd him/herself or who is specialized in the area. I got therapy before I got in touch with my ocd psychologist, and it was horrible. She misunderstood everything. So really, find someone who knows what he/she is talking about!<3 You will get better someday. Think about all the people who have gone through it and now feels better - that is gonna be you!! We all believe in you<3

You can do this. Don't give up. You are strong and have so much to look forward to. This is just something we are going through right know. I know the feeling. We have to take it one day at a time. We got this.

Keep fighting Don’t be defeated BE DEFIANT

sending so much love 💕💕 i promise you that things will get better