Miro
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Rachel Lynn FifeRachel Lynn ...
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Hey. Yes, I can totally relate. I have even been experiencing trauma from OCD from time to time
Rachel Lynn FifeRachel Lynn ...
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Hey. Yes, I can totally relate. I have even been experiencing trauma from OCD from time to time
BomalleyBomalley
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I think I might relate with what you’re talking about. Has anyone suggested to you that it may be dissociation/derealization/depersonalization? I’m not in your head so this might not be entirely right, I just thought I’d give you a possibility.
MiroMiro
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No nobody did tbh. I don't even know how to explain to anyone because it's very hard to explain. I tried telling my doctor and he told me these are the side effects of my medication. I don't know I'm just confused.
BomalleyBomalley
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@Miro Yeah it’s a really hard feeling to describe. You just feel so out of it and not all there while you negative emotions are heightened to the max. It basically messes with your view of the world and kinda causes you to feel detached from everything
FalseGodsFalseGods
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OCD is really commonly comorbid with other diagnoses, especially depression. I have both of these. Hardly surprising really considering how debilitating and horrid OCD is.
cyb3rgurlcyb3rgurl
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i can relate. it makes me really depressed sometimes. and there are times where i feel like i don’t know myself
MiroMiro
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I don't really feel that much depression or anxiety but than in itself makes lean more towards having negative emotions. Like I can cry and shed tears but when I do I don't really feel much pain weirdly enough. I don't know if I'm making sense. It's like I feel kinda numb somewhat. I don't really know if I'm happy or sad or if I have gotten better or worse. Just so many things going through my head that I can't really explain. I can't even determine exactly what makes me anxious or if I explain it to anyone especially my doctor. I just hate my life right now. The worst feeling is that I'll never get back to normal and that's literally all I'm hoping for. I just want myself back ffs.
cyb3rgurlcyb3rgurl
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@Miro same! i don’t even know if i’m getting better or worse. it feels like i’m getting better and worse at the same time bc one day my ocd won’t be that bad and another day it will be rly intense. i also get overwhelmed by so many thoughts in my head i just want to end it all. i’m also scared i’ll never get back to normal but remember it’s not going to be like this forever. i know exactly how you feel and you’re not alone
MiroMiro
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@cyb3rgurl I also feel like I'm getting better and worse at the same time. It's very weird.
Anonymous111Anonymous111
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I feel like I know exactly what your talking about. But I can't explain what it is.
Anonymous111Anonymous111
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Almost like a numb dazed state of mind but still fearful. Idk.
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