Anyone wanna be friends?

I think we're all a kind of little OCD family team here, trying to work together to better understand who we are 👍.

for sure. could always use a friend who understands ocd :)

Yes I have just started with this program so would like to go on the journey with others. X

How were peoples’ chats with their therapists. Did they feel useful? Sorry useful is the word my mum always uses when asking about my therapy but she is right it has to be useful or it’s a waste of money and time which when you have ocd is the last thing you need. 😂 I ran out of citalopram last night and felt so sick today, I hate these pills and I swear if I wanna do a compulsion a pill unless it is horse tranquilliser is not going to stop me. 😅 I am a woman on a mission 20 mg of citalopram will not stop me wanting to put things right but I take them because I believe it puts me in a better state than without. I just wish missing one dose didn’t make me feel so sick. 😭 xxxx

Yessss

Yes

Yes!

Great 🥰

Yes

My worst nightmare I just logged into my uni email and the end of year survey has closed this was my worst fear and something I won’t be able to deal with. I had been meaning to do it. First reaction screaming then say my mum told her the horror she was angry as could wake up my brother who is moving to America and thought I was being selfish. I said fine I will sort it out I will find a way to make it right so I wrote to my tutor asking her to reopen the survey and went out in my pyjamas at night and wondered around my town and had a cigarette kept repeating they are going to reopen the survey they will reopen the survey it’s the only way. I thought about walking to psych ward but didn’t I thought about walking to my flat where my boyfriend is but didn’t because of pyjamas and came back to house and sent some more emailed trying to make it right. There is no way I can let this be I feel sick

I will have to wait this night out somehow

My brother is moving to America tomorrow was supposed to be a lovely meal to say goodbye they will say I am ruining it. I can’t stop thinking about this