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Anonymous

Date posted: 4y

Anyone else have a rlly bad experience with hentai😭🤚🏽

🍄

Date posted: 4y

UH YES 🤭

Anonymous

Date posted: 4y

😬😟

nayely🤍

Date posted: 4y

LMAO SORRY BUT THIS MADE ME LAUGH😭 NOT IN A MEAN WAY

nayely🤍

Date posted: 4y

i have watched it once and I remember it being really like awkward for me bc i was watching it with a friend

HealingPerson

Date posted: 4y

Please mention porn next time. I wanted to see what you were even talking about, so I googled it and ended up seeing pornographic cartoons.. I am sorry you are struggling.

BigGyro09

Date posted: 4y

Hentai is basically japanese animated themed porn. They're all horrible.

Anonymous

Date posted: 4y

Um my bad

BigGyro09

Date posted: 4y

Porn overall is something that I feel like has messed up my life. I don't watch it anymore and I don't ever plan on going back but specifically I've had a way worse time with the ones that weren't real. I just hate thinking about the videos that I've seen ever since I were a little kid, thinking it was all okay. It's almost as if the industry manipulated my undeveloped mind. I hate it.

Anonymous

Date posted: 4y

The ones that aren’t real have the most fucked up shit of them all

Isabella

Date posted: 4y

Yes the stuff I saw fuels my ocd

Anonymous

Date posted: 4y

O for sure

Anonymous

Date posted: 4y

I’ve seen a lot of ppl say yes. How do you all handle this?

BigGyro09

Date posted: 4y

One simple way of doing this is to just not watch it to be honest. It's hard not to think about what you've seen especially if you've seen too much of it. Please believe me when I say you're better off not watching any of that stuff at all. Porn really fucks people up and it can change a lot of things about even the goodliest people.

Isabella

Date posted: 4y

I basically say maybe it means something gross about me or maybe it doesn’t. And I don’t try to figure it out/ruminate or analyze the memory/thoughts . I’m not sure what theme you have I’m assuming it’s sexual.

BigGyro09

Date posted: 4y

@Isabella Regardless of the theme it's all OCD at the end of the day. For all themes you're better off just.. not engaging with it at all

Isabella

Date posted: 4y

@BigGip09 Ye, not engaging and staying active too helps a ton. I noticed having a daily routine of work, exercise, social life, & hobbies makes my ocd so much more manageable to the point where it can feel non-existent (so does staying offline for me personally bc I engage in a lot of compulsions online)

Anonymous

Date posted: 4y

@Isabella These are great tips guys ty! My counselor also said exercise is extremely beneficial in the longrun so I’ll try to do this more often!

BigGyro09

Date posted: 4y

@Isabella Most definitely. I haven't been on this app in like weeks until like last night to see what everything was like now. Aside from that, I've been doing a lot better than I have before pretty much overall. I don't engage in much compulsions, I've got a routine I'm trying to make that involves way less compulsions, social media, and self discipline. I've been doing so much better with it too be honest. It's been more than 100 days since I've even seen porn and I don't have any intents on going back to it or anything sexual at this point. Exercise has had another huge impact as well. There's some days where I forget that I struggle with this disorder but it comes in minimal waves.

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Anonymous

Date posted: 17w

Thinking u did something u not sure if u did

Hey guys I just wanted to talk about something I was feeling I feel so trapped and terrible I have a bad pornography addiction even back then idk what to do I'm 17 years old but basically I looked at some very obscure things on the Internet ranging from hentai or just even more messed up things when I was younger I think maybe early teens I remember randomly just started remembering things I saw now I do not remember if I acted on them or jerked off to them idk what to do I feel so ashamed trapped I feel like I can't enjoy life anymore for what I've done I been introduced to porn when I was young idk what to do I seem alot back then some memories pop certain ones I don't remember if I had pleasured myself to it it feels like I did I have so much shame if I did but idk what to do

Anonymous

Date posted: 16w

Real event false memory ruining enjoyment guilt

Hi everyone, I'm struggling with what I think are intrusive thoughts, possibly related to OCD, and I'm hoping someone here might relate. When I was younger, in my early teens, I went through a period where I had a strong interest in pornography. During that time, I encountered hentai involving male characters, related to an anime I enjoyed. One of the characters was someone I even looked up to. I feel incredibly uncomfortable admitting this, but I believe I engaged in sexual activity related to it. Years later, I'm plagued by intrusive thoughts about this. I feel intense self-disgust and shame. It's like this memory has "tainted" my ability to enjoy that anime, and sometimes other things. I'm constantly replaying the situation in my mind, questioning my past actions, and worrying about what it means about me. The anxiety is significantly impacting my life. Does anyone else experience intrusive thoughts focused on past events, particularly those that cause feelings of shame or disgust? How do you cope with the constant replaying and questioning? I'm looking for support and understanding. Thank you for listening.

emma345

Date posted: 9w

Anyone else with actually bad events?

tw: slightly nsfw I don't mean something like "I made a sexual joke and a child was nearby " or "I was 19 and thought a 17 y.o. was attractive" Like something actually bad not the "I'm freaking over this because I have OCD" type of situation, but more like "I did something horrible and I happen to have OCD which makes it even worse" type of situation I did some really fucked up sexual stuff at 14-16 and they haunt me.

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