Anonymous
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- 4y
🍄🍄
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- 4y
UH YES 🤭
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 4y
😬😟
nayely🤍nayely🤍
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- 4y
LMAO SORRY BUT THIS MADE ME LAUGH😭 NOT IN A MEAN WAY
nayely🤍nayely🤍
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- 4y
i have watched it once and I remember it being really like awkward for me bc i was watching it with a friend
HealingPersonHealingPerson
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- 4y
Please mention porn next time. I wanted to see what you were even talking about, so I googled it and ended up seeing pornographic cartoons.. I am sorry you are struggling.
BigGyro09BigGyro09
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- 4y
Hentai is basically japanese animated themed porn. They're all horrible.
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 4y
Um my bad
BigGyro09BigGyro09
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- 4y
Porn overall is something that I feel like has messed up my life. I don't watch it anymore and I don't ever plan on going back but specifically I've had a way worse time with the ones that weren't real. I just hate thinking about the videos that I've seen ever since I were a little kid, thinking it was all okay. It's almost as if the industry manipulated my undeveloped mind. I hate it.
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 4y
The ones that aren’t real have the most fucked up shit of them all
IsabellaIsabella
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- 4y
Yes the stuff I saw fuels my ocd
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 4y
O for sure
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 4y
I’ve seen a lot of ppl say yes. How do you all handle this?
BigGyro09BigGyro09
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- 4y
One simple way of doing this is to just not watch it to be honest. It's hard not to think about what you've seen especially if you've seen too much of it. Please believe me when I say you're better off not watching any of that stuff at all. Porn really fucks people up and it can change a lot of things about even the goodliest people.
IsabellaIsabella
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- 4y
I basically say maybe it means something gross about me or maybe it doesn’t. And I don’t try to figure it out/ruminate or analyze the memory/thoughts . I’m not sure what theme you have I’m assuming it’s sexual.
BigGyro09BigGyro09
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- 4y
@Isabella Regardless of the theme it's all OCD at the end of the day. For all themes you're better off just.. not engaging with it at all
IsabellaIsabella
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- 4y
@BigGip09 Ye, not engaging and staying active too helps a ton. I noticed having a daily routine of work, exercise, social life, & hobbies makes my ocd so much more manageable to the point where it can feel non-existent (so does staying offline for me personally bc I engage in a lot of compulsions online)
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 4y
@Isabella These are great tips guys ty! My counselor also said exercise is extremely beneficial in the longrun so I’ll try to do this more often!
BigGyro09BigGyro09
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- 4y
@Isabella Most definitely. I haven't been on this app in like weeks until like last night to see what everything was like now. Aside from that, I've been doing a lot better than I have before pretty much overall. I don't engage in much compulsions, I've got a routine I'm trying to make that involves way less compulsions, social media, and self discipline. I've been doing so much better with it too be honest. It's been more than 100 days since I've even seen porn and I don't have any intents on going back to it or anything sexual at this point. Exercise has had another huge impact as well. There's some days where I forget that I struggle with this disorder but it comes in minimal waves.
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- 18w
Anyone else with actually bad events?
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- 14w
PLEASE RESPOND 🔥
I'm 13, and was screen broadcasting to my boyfriend because we where bored and curiously and we searched up..... Like porn. On the internet. Idk why... Anyway we came across smth that looked like a MINOR.(it was anime porn) and we couldn't tell for sure so now I'm spiraling and have CRAZY confession compulsions to my mum and I really do not wanna tell her. Please what do I do.
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