Date posted: 3y

i literally cant take this anymore it's too much

2621

Date posted: 3y

People can't possibly understand what it's like to have OCD but it doesn't excuse them from supporting you. There are so many people hurting from this illness but this is a good place to get support and understanding. I've spent time curled up in a ball on the floor crying because I didn't think I could stand it anymore so I understand what you're feeling. Be kind to yourself. You're dealing with an incredibly hard situation but it can change. You can move through this. Remember OCD lies and lies and lies. You will be ok.

FightTheFear

Date posted: 3y

Never give up hope! You are loved and matter more than you know! OCD feels so real but its lying to you, please, you are so strong! ❤️

Anthony

Date posted: 3y

Trust me, it gets better. Talk to some family or friends. Do something you enjoy, I’m here if you want to talk. You are strong and will get through this.

Date posted: 3y

thank you so much this means a lot.

Catlady

Date posted: 3y

You’re going to get through this💜💜. I’ve known hopelessness many times and I know how terrible it feels, but please hold on because it really will pass💜💜

Date posted: 3y

thank you so so much i really hope so

Anthony

Date posted: 3y

@b You will.

Catlady

Date posted: 3y

@b You will💜. Please hold on💜💜

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Date posted: 3y

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Date posted: 3y

please don't do anything to hurt yourself. there's hope

Catlady

Date posted: 3y

Are either of you feeling suicidal?

Anthony

Date posted: 3y

@Europe2018 Please do not do anything. Trust me, it gets better and if you get through this it only gets better. I know it’s cheesy but it really does. Please talk to your family, friends, anyone. I’m here for you, try to relax and do something you enjoy

Catlady

Date posted: 3y

@Europe2018 I’m so sorry you feel this way. You are worth so much more than you know💜💜. I’m right here with you💜💜

Anthony

Date posted: 3y

@Europe2018 Please do not hurt yourself, please. What do you enjoy doing? Any hobbies?

Catlady

Date posted: 3y

@Europe2018 That’s horrible. I am so so sorry. No matter what they say, you are not a shame. You are so special. I know it doesn’t seem it right now, but you will get through this. You are so strong and there is always hope💜💜

Catlady

Date posted: 3y

@Europe2018 I care💜💜. I’m so sorry they treat you that way, but there are people who will care. Please please hold on💜💜.

Catlady

Date posted: 3y

@Catlady And I like your name💜💜. I’m Chelsea.

Catlady

Date posted: 3y

What’s your name? If you don’t comfortable sharing that, I understand❤️.

2621

Date posted: 3y

I think they may not know what to say. People get uncomfortable so they let stuff slide and hope they don't have to talk about it. But there are also lots of people who do care and this site is the place to go for help. And I care. I know it's devastating and feels like it will go on and on but it doesn't. Life can change so quickly. My Mom used to say where there's life, there's hope. You have both. Right now it's rough but you can get though it. ❤

Catlady

Date posted: 3y

@Europe2018 That’s absolutely horrible. I know that’s some people’s true colors, but please know that there really are people who will truly, deeply care about you and will do anything for you. I know you haven’t known me for very long but I do care about you💜💜

2621

Date posted: 3y

Put those thoughts aside for a bit. Watch TV or read or listen to music. Do something you like and be kind to yourself. You're in my thoughts.

nikkispacee

Date posted: 21w

god it feels like she’s dead

it feels like i want to be a boy. i really dont i keep having these what i hope to be false feelings and they suck. oddly enough they make me feel more like a girl again so its a weird win win situation. i want to be fine again i wanna be that girl again. it just feels like i’ll never be and i just have to be a boy i hate it all

frannyb

Date posted: 19w

I can't do this anymore

I can't live with OCD anymore. It's ruining my life. I feel like I'm being constantly bullied in my own mind all day everyday. I don't know if what I think and feel is ever real or normal or okay, what is me and what is the OCD thoughts. I don't know if any of my experiences are normal. I'm exhausted from picking apart every single conversation I ever have with anyone until I'm strung out by a vague and ambiguous feeling of guilt. I'm tired of feeling like I'm a bad person and feeling scared all the time and not knowing why and having my brain spin me out on an endless spiralling train of thoughts that never goes anywhere and just makes me feel disconnected from everything and everyone around me. I don't know what I feel and if what I feel is normal or if anything I am doing is real and actually me or if I'm 'losing my mind.' I don't even know if this makes any sense. I get into these states of mind where every thought in my head and everything I feel and perceive makes me question my own sanity. I don't know if anyone likes me because I have absolutely no concept of what I am actually like. I feel completely lost and confused CONSTANTLY.

issphra 🫶🏻

Date posted: 15w

panicking so bad

I want to rip out my uterus. Only my hormones can make my OCD and ability to manage it go back to square one. I am spiraling *so* hard. I cannot breathe. My PMDD is going crazy. I’m having a panic attack again. I feel so scared. The POCD is going absolutely insane right now. It feels undeniably real, and my mind keeps drifting to those awful thoughts and what feels like exploring them?? but I can’t for the life of me stop some of these compulsions right now. I was trying to watch something to get my mind off of this but ended up getting triggered twice, so my anxiety is a 10 and I can’t seem to calm down. This panic attack is tuned all the way up.

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