NSFW 18+ I feel disgusting. I went to tik tok and there was this video exposing leaked videos in his link. It was malu on there and a censored video being played. There was this other girl named Mckenzie apparently her video was leaked. Comments saying shes 16. People were also saying check Reddit... didnt see anything it was all removed but still what the hell i feel like i can't be on tik tok or at least read comments first.

I just put not interested didnt get the chance to report but will do that from now on. Am in the wrong for searching on reddit?

Im like freaking out a bit

I looked at comments of people saying look at reddit and i tried to see if there was anything

@PaperTigerOCD So you tried researching more on the video?

@Gunwoo Park No just went to reddit to see what was there that they were talking about like the leaked video. Malus and i seen the other person was banned but after that i felt terrified on why did i bother to check

Yea will do, plus i seen a video of a guy talking about it on youtube how that girl got banned on tiktok because of the videos she was posting. I didn't see anything explicit and i just wanted to check reddit if it was true wasnt trying to get off or anything inappropriate like that. I know i wouldn't do something like that but nonetheless still terrifying and rn im really anxious and cant focus i feel like i need to talk to my therapist about this

@PaperTigerOCD Yeah, talking to your therapist about this would be best. Seeing stuff like that will take a toll on you.

What do you mean by absolutely sure? Like i wanted to see if it was true in what they were saying in the comments

@PaperTigerOCD Yes

@Gunwoo Park Oh then yes i wanted to see it was true and I didn't see anything so i feel calm but still bothered by it and that video on youtube of that guy talking about CP on tiktok and all that just made me feel disgusted. And it feels like tik tok keeping tabs on me

@Gunwoo Park Already messaged my therapist too about it. Plus i moved past it but im ruminating and still tripping on it, i feel like shit

After that will do

Im still worrying does this make a terrible person?

@PaperTigerOCD Look, if you know that content like that is wrong, you’re not a terrible person. You also know to report videos like that if you ever come across them again.

@Gunwoo Park Thank you for responding seriously tho i feel shit and not myself but i know i wont come across that again

@Gunwoo Park Im still going on thinking about it

Wait, legal?

@Gunwoo Park In the US it is at least. There's so much debate on its existence and how people view it. It's not allowed at all in Australia and Canada and such but in Japan and US it seems allowed. It can be so easily found on adult sites and as I just said it's being posted effortlessly in YouTube comments.

@Gunwoo Park It's the idea that because it doesn't exist it's legal I guess? In the same way that in a video game you can kill people and take lives but it doesn't affect anyone in the real world? I have no idea. I'm definitely not advocating for that filth neither. All porn is foul garbage imo

@BigGip09 That’s just fucked up. It’s shocking how easily things like this can be found, makes me afraid to even go onto YouTube or Instagram.

I haven't seen anything crazy on youtube partly because all the content i watch on youtube is self improvement, ocd videos, business, all things productive. On tiktok its all random stuff but even on my tik tok its all advice videos its so happen today the first thing i see on my tiktok is, "leaked nudes and videos" and we all know tik tok is softcore porn and probably is best to not to use tik tok at all even for HOCD theres too much crap pn there

@Gunwoo Park Man i have this urge to keep asking you for reassurance and also over apologizing....

@Gunwoo Park Yeah man, there's even really fucked up playlists that have in real life people and kids in it that contain the grossest shit. This isn't even a new thing, like YouTube has had stuff like this deep in the cracks for years and it's horrifying. I had an OCD meltdown last October because of that shit. TikTok is honestly no better because I feel like the main demographic are children and that can be really scary for them

@PaperTigerOCD TikTok is just like twitch when it comes to softcore porn and the most disgusting part is that kids are using those apps and the staff don't seem to give a shit whatsoever. It's the same with Twitter, which is probably the worst site